- Jan 15, 2014
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I am engaged to be wed on 07/13/2014. My fiance and I would like to have a large family and have great respect for quiverfull families, but we do not think we can afford even one child. I believe that children are blessings and I have always had a natural gift for working with kids. I currently nanny for two school aged children while attending college full time. It brings in maybe $50 a week, but I do it more because I enjoy the children. I will recieve my Associate in Arts this semester and plan on transfering to WCU next fall to persue a Bachelor's Degree in Elementary Education. My fiance works as a cook and is only able to bring home $100 a week because his job has a policy where you cannot work 30hrs or more. He has been trying to find a new job for many months, but where we live the only jobs available are part-time minimum wage jobs or require a degree. He was attending school with me for awhile, but he had to quit so that he could take on more hours. His job does not allow him to work a second job. You have to have 100% open availability. Many places around here have similar policies which is why I am having trouble finding other work as well. I also have very little work experience. I recently had a manager tell me that they only hire people currently on welfare because welfare pays a portion of their wages when they are hired. My fiance and I are both feeling very hopeless about being able to support ourselves so the idea of bringing a child into this world... I can't figure out how other people who are not born into wealth or living on government assistance are able to do it. I have considered putting off the wedding again, but we have been living together for two years already (I had did not have another place to live. My mom kicked me out at 18 because she stopped getting a Social Security check for me.) and we would really like to be legally married. I always thought that in my twenties I would be able to start a family, but it seems impossible. I pray for God to guide me in the right direction, but I am having trouble keeping faith. I really need some guidance. Whenever I try to talk to anyone here about my concerns they tell me that I am stupid for even considering having children. I also cannot talk to people about current financial struggles. I've been told that we are both able bodied people and should not have any trouble finding full-time work and yet we do. The older generation here does not understand because they lived in a better time and did not have these struggles starting out while others in my generation are as clueless as I am. I thought that maybe someone on here could give me some advice. I am wondering how quiverfull families on here have been able to afford having children in todays age? I understand keeping things simple such as used clothing and toys, sharing bedrooms, and that sort of thing. I am not one to buy frivolous things such as Starbucks or cable. However, I am having trouble finding a way to pay for rent, food, and gas. I cannot drive myself because insurance for me would be over $100 a month so only my fiance drives. We can't seem to find a way to expand our income or cut down our expenses any more than we have. I am attending school, but this will take years and there is no promise that I will find a job afterwards. I do not want to run our family into debt by taking out loans, however that may be the only way to finish school. I have to decide whether it is better to keep applying to minimum wage jobs and pray for acceptance and full time or to take out loans, finish school, but then owe my entire paycheck for about 10 years. Assuming I am able to get a job. A friend of mine recently graduated with a teaching degree. She has been searching for almost a year for a job in her field, but all of the schools require 2 years experience. Even though I feel like teaching is my calling I have considered changing fields if there is something more practicle. I have a very bad problem with math, however, that limits me. If someone could provide guidance I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you.