I have a mental disorder: Bipolar Type 2, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder. My thinking is not normally impaired. Bipolar is a MOOD disorder. When I am depressed, I do have a negative attitude. I cannot see good in anything. I hurt all over and feel hopeless. When I am manic (it is mild mania because I have Bipolar Type 2), I think very positively, can clean the house from top to bottom, and am very talkative. But I am rational no matter what my mood it.
I despise the stigma of people with mental illness. If you met me on the street you would not know I was sick. I take medicines to help balance the hormones in my brain that are out of whack. I have conquered many of my phobias. I fight hard and I am proud of the person I am becoming. My meds and therapy over the past 12 years have helped me climb out of the hole I was in and has allowed me to change from a bitter and judgmental person who had to have control of everything around me to the gentle loving and nonjudgmental Christian that I am today. Medicine is 50% of the help. If I do not work hard on myself, the meds will help, but the changes in my life would not be so drastic. So please do not fear me or judge me. I am a good person, I love everyone and I am easy to talk to. Do not let a mood disorder cause you to fear me.