I am not a new Christian. I have been a Christian since 1982. I guess you could say that I am still a young Calvinist. I have been a Calvinist since 2003.
In the year 2000 I started to see Calvinistic teachings in the Word and did not know it was Calvinistic in nature. I was reading in the Gospel of John and I read that no one comes to Me unless it is giving to him from the Father. That blew me away. I had never seen that before. At the rate I was going, it would be another 18 years probably before I became a full Calvinist. The Lord does have a way of speeding things up.
In 2003 I knew that no one comes to Jesus unless it was given to him. I knew that the natural man cannot receive the things of the Spirit. I knew that the preaching of the cross was foolishness to them that are perishing but to us who are being saved it is the power of God to Salvation. I knew that the gospel was a stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to the Greeks. I had known for a very long time that someone coming to Jesus took a drawing from God. I did not know that all that He draws will come. About a month before God completely removed the vail from my eyes, I knew that the real reason for the parables, that God does hold truth from some.
Then about a month later a coworker left the night shift and came to days, the shift that I work. That same day I was discussing Theology with another coworker and he came and sat down beside us. He listen for a few minutes and he said "I am a Calvinist and this Is what I believe.........." This was more than the guy I was talking to could handle and without saying a word he got up out of his chair and walked away. I turned to this Calvinist and said "Don't you think that is a little extreme?" He said " it's in the Bible." I told him that "I was going to check this out." And so I did.
The next two months I was in Awe of God and His Word. It was right there in my face for 20 years and I did not see it. I see it now! The Great God and Creator of the universe revealed Himself to me in a way that I had never known Him before! Jim later told me that he was lead by the Spirit to come over and sit down with us.
I even searched out Arminian arguments to refute Calvinism because I wanted the truth. Their arguments were to no avail. God had open my eyes to the truth and there was no going back! The one doctrine that I really had trouble with was of course the dreaded "Limited Atonement." I tried for about a week to be a four point Calvinist. God said nope! You will be Five! It was not consistent Theology.
When God reveals to someone who He really is and how His grace works, it is a very humbling thing. God's Election becomes such a beautiful thing. My commitment and my love for Him is stronger than it ever was before. I belong to Him and He will never let me go. I am forever in His dept.

In the year 2000 I started to see Calvinistic teachings in the Word and did not know it was Calvinistic in nature. I was reading in the Gospel of John and I read that no one comes to Me unless it is giving to him from the Father. That blew me away. I had never seen that before. At the rate I was going, it would be another 18 years probably before I became a full Calvinist. The Lord does have a way of speeding things up.
In 2003 I knew that no one comes to Jesus unless it was given to him. I knew that the natural man cannot receive the things of the Spirit. I knew that the preaching of the cross was foolishness to them that are perishing but to us who are being saved it is the power of God to Salvation. I knew that the gospel was a stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to the Greeks. I had known for a very long time that someone coming to Jesus took a drawing from God. I did not know that all that He draws will come. About a month before God completely removed the vail from my eyes, I knew that the real reason for the parables, that God does hold truth from some.
Then about a month later a coworker left the night shift and came to days, the shift that I work. That same day I was discussing Theology with another coworker and he came and sat down beside us. He listen for a few minutes and he said "I am a Calvinist and this Is what I believe.........." This was more than the guy I was talking to could handle and without saying a word he got up out of his chair and walked away. I turned to this Calvinist and said "Don't you think that is a little extreme?" He said " it's in the Bible." I told him that "I was going to check this out." And so I did.
The next two months I was in Awe of God and His Word. It was right there in my face for 20 years and I did not see it. I see it now! The Great God and Creator of the universe revealed Himself to me in a way that I had never known Him before! Jim later told me that he was lead by the Spirit to come over and sit down with us.
I even searched out Arminian arguments to refute Calvinism because I wanted the truth. Their arguments were to no avail. God had open my eyes to the truth and there was no going back! The one doctrine that I really had trouble with was of course the dreaded "Limited Atonement." I tried for about a week to be a four point Calvinist. God said nope! You will be Five! It was not consistent Theology.
When God reveals to someone who He really is and how His grace works, it is a very humbling thing. God's Election becomes such a beautiful thing. My commitment and my love for Him is stronger than it ever was before. I belong to Him and He will never let me go. I am forever in His dept.
