This may be long 
I was brought up on a Christian home, i loved going to church as a child, and really enjoyed Church and everything about it.
As the years went on, my parents stopped going to Church, for whatever reason, I know now, but it doesn't matter anymore.
So we all stopped going, I never stopped believing in God tho.
As I got to my teens, I started running with the wrong people, and started smoking when I was 14, skipped school many many times, started getting into drugs, local gangs, parties, getting drunk was the highlight of my week along with stealing, fighting...
I adopted the biggest attitude problem anyone could have, I was such a terrible teen, and my poor mum cope a lot of my slack...
I moved in and out of home many times, every time I would get into an argument with my mum, I would pack a sassy and move out... I was a big user! Always coming back all nice only when I wanted something from her, and when I got it, I would dis respect her again.
(i love my mum so much for never giving up on me)
As I got older around the age of 21, I had chilled out a lot but was still in a bad state.
When I was 21 I met my husband, I stopped smoking and drinking, and started going to Church with him, and then one day I thought that I was a Christian because I said the prayer to ask Jesus into my life, but when I think back I didn't really mean it.
Sure I have stopped smoking and drinking, but I still had a horrible attitude, I still had much disrespect for the ones that I loved.
We got married 7 months after we met, we are coming up to celebrate our 5th year this month, and we now have 3 girls.
For the last 5 years I have struggled, be a good Christian. I only went to church when ever I felt like it, I only prayed when things went bad, and I never told anyone that I went to church, like my work mates didn't even know.
A few weeks ago, my husband and I decided to attend a new church.
So we went along, and I loved it!
It was like FINALLY this is what it is all about!
We went back the next week, and I just fell in love with the whole experience again...
That night, everyone who suffered from a health problem, was urged to attend the 6pm service because it was based around on healing...
So I went because I suffer from asthma...
So we went and once again, I was just so over come with the spirit that I felt...
I cried the whole time, the songs were beautiful I preaching was so touching, then came that time when we were asked to go to the front for healing prayer... So I rocked on up, had all faith in me that God was going to heal me!
I stood there, crying like a baby (lol)
a nice girl came and prayed for me... that was the most beautiful experience of my life!
As she prayed over me, I had this very heavy feeling in my heart...
I felt the Lord saying to me... "that I was to be healed that night, and I will testify Gods GLORY"
I felt so pumped, I prayed "Lord please heal me of my suffering! I can't breath, I need your strength in me.. please heal me"
With all the tears just flowing out of me, i was just soooooooooo over come! Even to this day I can not even find the words to explain, how I felt, but it was something GREAT!
We went home that night, and I didn't feel any better, in fact my asthma felt worst...
but I went to sleep in all faith...
Next day I woke up 100% better...
It was great, I told everyone what the Lord had done for me, he healed me it was wonderful!
Then the next week, i got sick again with my asthma, but I was like No no no no no my God has healed me!
then 3 days later I was better again..
a week after that, I had asthma again, and I got to a low point, and started to loose hope...I prayed out to God.. and started to ask him why, he healed me and then I am sick again...
The lord showed me something important...
I started to think back to that night when God said that he will heal me.
I started to thinking, from that day I have prayed like I never prayed in my life, I read my bible everyday, I was changed!!
I started to think of how I was before that day, and that is when it hit me!
After that night, I had freedom!
all my pain, sorrow, hurt, guilt, anger (because I had a very bad anger problem) my shame, was gone!!!
God replaced it with, love, hope, faith, passion,strength, !!
It wasn't until I really thought about it, that, I went there that night I gain phyical healing from the Lord, but he gave me something more important, he healed my spirit! For what is a healthy body if my spirit is polluted?
I could be the most healthy person on this earth, but if i have let go of all my pain and anger, and have not repent of my sins then I am nothing...
that night as I prayed along with everyone else in the church for God forgiveness, I meant it with my whole heart, I just cried out for the Lord to forgive me.. and he did...
I believe that the Lord, had to show me, he healed me spiritual before be could heal me phyically...
This day I have been back to the doc and my oxygen levels record at the highest i have on record so far!
The Lord is my healer!!! both in spirit in and in body...
I have overcome, depression, anger, pain, sorrow, hopelessness...
The Lord replaced it with his love...
I have faith in the Lord...
that night I rededicated my life back to the Lord...
I will never look back!
I love the Lord with all my heart!
I am here today to let every one know that our God is a God that HEALS the sick!
He can heal you to, no matter what you suffer from, wether is be from asthma, depression, anger, smoking, drinking, if you just turn it all over to the Lord and mean it with all your heart then, he will take it away from you... he will give you rest, have faith in God, because he speaks the TRUTH!
Matthew 11:28
Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest
KJV
Thanks for reading everyone!!!
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I was brought up on a Christian home, i loved going to church as a child, and really enjoyed Church and everything about it.
As the years went on, my parents stopped going to Church, for whatever reason, I know now, but it doesn't matter anymore.
So we all stopped going, I never stopped believing in God tho.
As I got to my teens, I started running with the wrong people, and started smoking when I was 14, skipped school many many times, started getting into drugs, local gangs, parties, getting drunk was the highlight of my week along with stealing, fighting...
I adopted the biggest attitude problem anyone could have, I was such a terrible teen, and my poor mum cope a lot of my slack...
I moved in and out of home many times, every time I would get into an argument with my mum, I would pack a sassy and move out... I was a big user! Always coming back all nice only when I wanted something from her, and when I got it, I would dis respect her again.
(i love my mum so much for never giving up on me)
As I got older around the age of 21, I had chilled out a lot but was still in a bad state.
When I was 21 I met my husband, I stopped smoking and drinking, and started going to Church with him, and then one day I thought that I was a Christian because I said the prayer to ask Jesus into my life, but when I think back I didn't really mean it.
Sure I have stopped smoking and drinking, but I still had a horrible attitude, I still had much disrespect for the ones that I loved.
We got married 7 months after we met, we are coming up to celebrate our 5th year this month, and we now have 3 girls.
For the last 5 years I have struggled, be a good Christian. I only went to church when ever I felt like it, I only prayed when things went bad, and I never told anyone that I went to church, like my work mates didn't even know.
A few weeks ago, my husband and I decided to attend a new church.
So we went along, and I loved it!
It was like FINALLY this is what it is all about!
We went back the next week, and I just fell in love with the whole experience again...
That night, everyone who suffered from a health problem, was urged to attend the 6pm service because it was based around on healing...
So I went because I suffer from asthma...
So we went and once again, I was just so over come with the spirit that I felt...
I cried the whole time, the songs were beautiful I preaching was so touching, then came that time when we were asked to go to the front for healing prayer... So I rocked on up, had all faith in me that God was going to heal me!
I stood there, crying like a baby (lol)
a nice girl came and prayed for me... that was the most beautiful experience of my life!
As she prayed over me, I had this very heavy feeling in my heart...
I felt the Lord saying to me... "that I was to be healed that night, and I will testify Gods GLORY"
I felt so pumped, I prayed "Lord please heal me of my suffering! I can't breath, I need your strength in me.. please heal me"
With all the tears just flowing out of me, i was just soooooooooo over come! Even to this day I can not even find the words to explain, how I felt, but it was something GREAT!
We went home that night, and I didn't feel any better, in fact my asthma felt worst...
but I went to sleep in all faith...
Next day I woke up 100% better...
It was great, I told everyone what the Lord had done for me, he healed me it was wonderful!
Then the next week, i got sick again with my asthma, but I was like No no no no no my God has healed me!
then 3 days later I was better again..
a week after that, I had asthma again, and I got to a low point, and started to loose hope...I prayed out to God.. and started to ask him why, he healed me and then I am sick again...
The lord showed me something important...
I started to think back to that night when God said that he will heal me.
I started to thinking, from that day I have prayed like I never prayed in my life, I read my bible everyday, I was changed!!
I started to think of how I was before that day, and that is when it hit me!
After that night, I had freedom!
all my pain, sorrow, hurt, guilt, anger (because I had a very bad anger problem) my shame, was gone!!!
God replaced it with, love, hope, faith, passion,strength, !!
It wasn't until I really thought about it, that, I went there that night I gain phyical healing from the Lord, but he gave me something more important, he healed my spirit! For what is a healthy body if my spirit is polluted?
I could be the most healthy person on this earth, but if i have let go of all my pain and anger, and have not repent of my sins then I am nothing...
that night as I prayed along with everyone else in the church for God forgiveness, I meant it with my whole heart, I just cried out for the Lord to forgive me.. and he did...
I believe that the Lord, had to show me, he healed me spiritual before be could heal me phyically...
This day I have been back to the doc and my oxygen levels record at the highest i have on record so far!
The Lord is my healer!!! both in spirit in and in body...
I have overcome, depression, anger, pain, sorrow, hopelessness...
The Lord replaced it with his love...
I have faith in the Lord...
that night I rededicated my life back to the Lord...
I will never look back!
I love the Lord with all my heart!
I am here today to let every one know that our God is a God that HEALS the sick!
He can heal you to, no matter what you suffer from, wether is be from asthma, depression, anger, smoking, drinking, if you just turn it all over to the Lord and mean it with all your heart then, he will take it away from you... he will give you rest, have faith in God, because he speaks the TRUTH!
Matthew 11:28
Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest
KJV
Thanks for reading everyone!!!
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