sillyrabbit400 said:
I think that the reason its so difficult for me is because if there were a God then He must not care a whole lot about me cause im a mess.
Rabbit God does not teach us in the good times, but the bad times. If everyone had good times all the time nonone would learn anything. He cares about every single person wether you believe in him or not, his love doesn't require your belief. He even will anwser the prayers of nonbelievers so they may see the glory of him. Remeber this when you think he does not love you. Look at his only son, who he says he loves dearly and is pleased with.
Matthew 17:5
While he was still speaking, a bright cloud enveloped them, and a voice from the cloud said, "This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased. Listen to him!"
When you think your life is a mess look at what Jesus says when he is upon the Cross, dying and suffering a humliating death.
Mark 15:33-34
33At the sixth hour darkness came over the whole land until the ninth hour. 34And at the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"--which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"[3]
Jesus has his moment of doubt on why God is doing this. And this is God incarnate, this is the son of God! This is the very man who God confessed his love. (Not saying it is just for Jesus, he loves us all) God's love does not garuntee, hapiness (material & earthly), wealth, or even good health. But it does garuntee that He will always love you and be there with you, and if you believeth in Jesus Christ you will have eternal life. God's love is not a pill which garuntees you all of these things, actually when you do become Christian or if you already are, your life becomes harder because you are more of aware of things. But it is not a burden but a joy to carry it. I hope this explains God's love to you, remeber you may not think he is anwsering you, but you do not know the whole picture, you only see a little portion of it.
