To me, it's the same kind of thing like marriage without the sexual intimacy, if you know what I mean.
It's a relationship. We talk to each other. We do things together. I love Him and He loves me. He is my love. We plan things, etc...
I tell the guys at work that I'm in love with a man and they look at me weird, then I tell them about Jesus.
He is the only satisfying thing that I know of. Everything else is nothing. It's so good that I don't even want or desire to go back to the old things because they don't satisfy.
John 4:14
"But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life."
Just as the Psalmist said, "The Lord is my Shepard, I shall not want".
I don't worry about anything, money, food, shelter, job, clothes, etc... Matthew 6:25-34, because I know He's taking care of me.
I also love Him because He loved me first. He died for me and I owe my love to Him. He didn't have to do it but He did. He did it because He loved me. That's why I love Him.
He is everything to me.
We can know about Him but to "know" Him is the sweetest thing you will ever experience in your life. You can't beat it.
It is real, I'm experiencing it. It is reality in my life. (It took a long time to get to this place)
Thanks,
TT