I'm new at this and wanted some clarification. I accepted Jesus and repented of my sins, sometimes I fall back into my sin but I ask for forgiveness and walk away with a intention not to do it again. That's what I understood from the bible. Then I read so many things on the internet that say you have to do this and that and I just end up being confused. Sometimes I get depressed because I don't think that I doing it right. Can someone who has a thorough understanding of the bible tell me? I would really appreciate it. THANKS
Im not someone who knows the bible thoroughly (sorry) but replying because I am the same as you, a new christian, and still sin at lot (constantly even)
Im sure Im not doing it right, lol.
However I have felt gods presence, and his love, and he has answered my prayers, and for that reason I am sure he has forgiven me, and that I am saved, even though I still sin
If you are like me and want to stop all your sinning, but often just are unable to, and then feel bad about that, remember that these are are things that we may not be able to change ourselves with our own human strength. What I have tended to do is say in prayer that I realise my sins are not what he wants from me and that I am still committing them even as a christian, and I do want to stop them, but that I am struggling with stopping those particular sins. I then say the truth, "god I cant do this without your help, so I am asking you to take this on for me."
And I am still sinning those sins, believe you me. But I am also still feeling gods love and presence in my life. I am sure that when the time is right, god will start to deal with those things specifically but I think there are other changes he is working on first. And in the meantime, I am reminded of things like jesus forgiving the murderer on the cross beside him and saying we will be in heaven together this day, which reminds me that while we tend to grade our sins on levels of seriousness, and think that the badder ones are simply not ones we can ever be fogiven for (r not have to pay for for in some way) that maybe god does not see it that way, and to him a really serious sin like assualt, torture etc, is no different than a lie like telling a police officer that our friend is very ill in hospital when caught speeding or something like that.
I think whatever the sins we commit are, we are forgiven when we truly repent, as in regret them and truly wish to not commit them again, even if we do sin that way again.
It took us a while in most cases to develop the sinful habits and ways of living that we did, and it may take a while to undevelop them. And while god, I am sure, can just blast all our stuff like that away instantly, it would probably be such a huge shock to us, we wouldnt be able to cope. God is a loving god, who does not want to do that to us, - so he will out of love lead us at a pace we can manage,towards the life he wants us to lead.
I also remember a specific incident that happened to me one week, after I had been thinking the way you are, (that i had not changed and was still sinning etc). Anyway was on holiday camping, and next to me, I overheard a couple arguing, and it was getting really nasty between them. Ive heard worse out drinking or in the city etc, but the guy was yelling at the woman to get off his f--king back, shut the f--k up and f--k off (or similar cant remember exact words)
Having been living in the inner city that sort of thing was hardly new to me.
However on this occasion, which was the first tiem Id heard a domestic like that since starting to go to a church, it really shocked and upset me! After having met and hung out with christians at my church for the last couple of months and seeing only love and respect being shown by these people to their partners, friends, and me.
And as I was feeling this shock and dismay at the way this couple spoke to each other it was as though god said to me, 'see how far you have come already'. and it made me realise that though there are so many things I am still very sinful about, how much I had already started to change...
Chances are you are feeling bad about your sin, as a result of the changes god is making in you. If God were not active in your life, you would probably not care about your sins, so the fact you are upset about it enough to post here proves he is there and working on you, maybe just not as fast as you had hoped.
Anyway I just wanted to say, that if you know you geniunely gave yourself to jesus, and you know that you do want to not sin (even if you are still sinning now), then you can be assured that you are saved, as this is promised to us in the bible.
I would suggest you pray in your own words about it ( I dont see the point myself in praying in anything but very much my own words, i figure he knows what im thinking anyway, so no point in trying to pretty it up lol) and ask for help and guidance and admit that you are not able to stop your sins whatever they are, on your own strength, that you need his, and let him help you. You can also ask for guidance and a message or sign from him if there are specific things you have done that he wants to deal with, with you