- Jul 5, 2022
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For example, Im a music producer, I LOVE glorifying God through what I produce. I don't care much for money, power, or status, or even the "Ruler over much" that God promises the faithful. All I desire in eternity is to be able to write and produce music for God alongside other talented musicians. This thought almost brings me to tears, and has in the past as I have asked for it in prayer. But whenever I think about it, Ill get a sharp stab of pain, or I will feel like I need to cough. Like a sharp tickle in my throat. This scares me because it almost feels like God is telling me to let go of this dream as it wont happen. I can't tell if this is OCd or not. I really dont know if it is, since its controlling physical sensations, which I don't think OCD can do. Please help, Im relatively new to Christ, so I don't know God's character super well yet.