Dear FutileRhetoric. You have tried to learn about God, if you really want to know God, try and do what Jesus tells us, while He lived on Earth. Jesus told us; unless we believe like children, we will not enter God`s Kingdom. Jesus also gave us 2 Commandments, which contain all 10 Commandments, which God gave us. 1) Love God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. 2) Love each other, as you love yourselves, or put it a bit differently, say, or do to others, as you would others say, or do to you. This sounds quite easy, FutileRhetoric, but it is quite hard to do. Only with the help and guidance of Jesus, will we find that it becomes easier and easier, as we live accordingly. That is a very important first step to learn, and you will soon know, and have learned much about God. I say this humbly and lovingly, and send greetings. Emmy, sister in Christ.