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Samantha2015
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Hopefully I will get an answer about this question, I'm a new christian and I've been doing pretty well as a new christian because before I was quite like Paul, I was cursing profusely at my young age of 30, listening to all kinds of non-christian music, using the blasphemous "G**damn" in my sentences and when people would tell me about God, I'd say he wasn't **** and that he could go kiss my ass. I mean I was horrible to God but then I changed and became a born again christian - all the worldly, music and movies and shows I used to watch, I stopped watching and listening to - like horror movies, watching The View, Wendy Williams and other talk shows and etc. I mean I've been - so far - making a drastic change from my worldly life to a christian one.
However, my mom and I were talking about how one day there would come a time where christians would be beheaded by guillotine for Christ and I told her, when the time comes, I'd die for Christ and while I wouldn't be afraid to die by guillotine, I'd be afraid that once I die - is my spirit really going to heaven like I believe? I mean, how will I know that God has forgiven me for all the wrong that I've done in my 30 years - including using the blasphemous word "G**Damn" - when I knew that word was wrong to say What if once I die and I think I'm going to heaven, I end up in hell? How do I know God has forgiven me because I read that using that word was a sin that would never be forgiven.
So I guess my question is, how do I know God has forgiven me of all my sins and accepts me as being a new born again christian - especially knowing all that I have done? I mean, when the time comes for me to lie on the guillotine to die, how can I lie there without any doubt that when they kill me, when I die, I'm going to heaven?
However, my mom and I were talking about how one day there would come a time where christians would be beheaded by guillotine for Christ and I told her, when the time comes, I'd die for Christ and while I wouldn't be afraid to die by guillotine, I'd be afraid that once I die - is my spirit really going to heaven like I believe? I mean, how will I know that God has forgiven me for all the wrong that I've done in my 30 years - including using the blasphemous word "G**Damn" - when I knew that word was wrong to say What if once I die and I think I'm going to heaven, I end up in hell? How do I know God has forgiven me because I read that using that word was a sin that would never be forgiven.
So I guess my question is, how do I know God has forgiven me of all my sins and accepts me as being a new born again christian - especially knowing all that I have done? I mean, when the time comes for me to lie on the guillotine to die, how can I lie there without any doubt that when they kill me, when I die, I'm going to heaven?