I just lost a big support group of friends tonight. They told me that they didn't believe me when I go through these things. So, we are just going to be acquaintances instead of a close knit group of friends. It hurts a lot and it makes me want to cry, after work I might, but I cant here.
I always try to have an optimistic attitude about everything, about recovery and other stuff that has happened to me this year, always keeping my head above the water.
In order to keep the friendships, I agreed that we could be surface friends, ones that dont talk about anything too personal, just the light stuff.
I fear relapse because of what has happened tonight, but again being optimistic, I know that I am in God's arms and that He will take care of me.
Atleast it in 3 days I am moving away from this town, so I dont have to worry about it too much after that. I will have to see the group one more time, but after that, maybe once or twice a year....not that much at all, so we can drift apart.
I always try to have an optimistic attitude about everything, about recovery and other stuff that has happened to me this year, always keeping my head above the water.
In order to keep the friendships, I agreed that we could be surface friends, ones that dont talk about anything too personal, just the light stuff.
I fear relapse because of what has happened tonight, but again being optimistic, I know that I am in God's arms and that He will take care of me.
Atleast it in 3 days I am moving away from this town, so I dont have to worry about it too much after that. I will have to see the group one more time, but after that, maybe once or twice a year....not that much at all, so we can drift apart.
It will get easier, your friends will realise what an awesome person you are 
