Im currently living in sin and im seperated from God knowing he cant bare to be around sin. I always say I would make things better with God but I procrastinate and never do. I recently gradurated from High school and im planning for my career and future and im not sure If God wants me successful in this life..Theres some people having prophecies of Jesus returning and saying 2009 is the day of judgement and this other guy stating 2011 is when Jesus is returning..I want to make things right with God before is too late..Jesus say I must deny myself and place him number one before anybody els and Love him more then anything so I could be worthy to be his disciple. Im willing to give him my everything but its hard and im addicted to sins such as pornography. How could I feel Gods presence once again and know his spirit lives inside me?