Hopelessness....when will it end...

[Bowedb4Him]

I feel like this place is a prison...and these people aren't your friends...
There's guards at the off ramps, they're armed to the teeth. And you may case the grounds and cascade the surgeon sounds, but you are not permitted to leave...

I know there's a big world out there, like the one that i saw on the screen. In my living room, late last night, it was almost too bright to see.

I know that it's not a party if it happens every night. Pretending there's glamour and candlelabra...when your drinking by candle light...

What does it take...to get a drink in this place...?
What does it take...how long must i wait?

I just need a hug...a soft kiss..from the love of my life...I feel drained...hopeless...scared...i look to my love...i beg him for comfort...I call out his name....but he won't have time for me...

Don't leave me high...don't leave me dry...please...i don't want to talk..i just want you to be a shield...only if for a moment...be my shield while i cry in your arms...because this world is sometimes too much...too much for me to take...I feel like I can't breath..and when i look around...there's no one there...when i beg for you....when you left me alone....you left me alone...

Once you sang love from your heart in these words, these words that i sing over and over in my head when i need a reminder of your love...it's a reminder since your responsibilities prevent you from coming by when i need to feel special...when i need to know that if nothing...then only you...
So now...only i sing these words that you once gave me:
"You are the one, you are my life. You are the reason for all my strife. And when i wake in the morning, it's in your eyes...it's all right"

From now on...I will only have these words to come to my aide when i am feeling hopeless...It's all i have left of your softness....
Maybe one day...you'll come back to me...Baby, I feel lost at sea..I can do it....I know I can...I don't need your help to build my empire...not at all.....

Where do we go from here? the words are coming out all weird...
where are you now?
when i need you....

 

[mrkram]

sounds like whoever wrote that is in alot of pain and should probably consider talking to a loved one about it. remember nothing is to heavy for god to lift.

 

[Sketcher]

 

[Bubba1301]

Check out this short video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1o35Az7XKpI

 

[savior#2]

after reading this, absolutley moving piece of literature, it has given me the courage to break free of the shackles that tie me in bondage to this faith, a faith that is dying faster than our real savior, mother nature. so now i shall live the life i have craved since i was a youngish teen, my dream to live alone in the woods and keep a journal of my thoughts.
amen.