hey guys,
I feel so hopeless I've had thoughts about wanting to be God. Which is the worst possible thought because that what cause satan to be kicked out of heaven. I've had thoughts that I don't even want to be saved. I feel so depressed and hopeless. Jesus seems so far away and I don't know how to get through this. I'm questioning whether this is even ocd or if I'm just destined to go to hell
I feel so hopeless I've had thoughts about wanting to be God. Which is the worst possible thought because that what cause satan to be kicked out of heaven. I've had thoughts that I don't even want to be saved. I feel so depressed and hopeless. Jesus seems so far away and I don't know how to get through this. I'm questioning whether this is even ocd or if I'm just destined to go to hell