I have found it, I have found the Love of Christ, I have felt it, I found Him, I truely felt His love, I heard His promises and this time I believe Him, because I know they are there for me, and I know He is true to His word. He knew what my biggest fears were, that I would find love and it would leave me, but He told me He will never leave me nor forsake me, He told me that nothing can separate me from His love, there is nothing in this world that can separate His love for me, and I finally believe Him.
I had felt so out of place in this life, I am a lover, I have known this my nature is a lover, but it was shamed and misused and I thought I was wrong and crazy, but now I know why I am a lover, it is for Him, I do not need to be ashamed on my desires to experience and share this love that I have kept hidden, because it is for Him and He will reciprocate this Love, because He loved me first.
I had felt so out of place in this life, I am a lover, I have known this my nature is a lover, but it was shamed and misused and I thought I was wrong and crazy, but now I know why I am a lover, it is for Him, I do not need to be ashamed on my desires to experience and share this love that I have kept hidden, because it is for Him and He will reciprocate this Love, because He loved me first.
