Highs & Lows ; Ups & Downs

[PrairieGurl]

Here I am today

I turned on K-Love (a Christian net radio station), and listening to the music brought tears to my eyes. Wondering why I can't 'feel' that joy at this time. Then the DJ spoke on lifes Highs & Lows, Ups & Downs. He was speaking generally. It got me thinking, everyone has these times...why am I so affected? Is it due to the fact I am b/p and experience everything to the 'extreme'?

I was thinking "What's wrong with me"? God has brought me from the pits of despair...why am I in this state??? I should be happy , joyful ! Yes in my heart, I am thankful, at peace, and with a joy that Jesus will continue to work on me till He comes to take me Home. It's just not in my mind???

I feel I may have 'plateaued' ? Was it mania and now the 'crash'?? I have tasted the joy of being 'level' in the first time since I can't remember! I so want this back.

I don't want to analyze this to death. I guess in around about way...I'm asking for prayer.

Thanking you with s & s,
Wendy

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

I understand how you feel I am like that too....when I don't feel that manic high I live for I have tried to view them as God gave me a timeout rest time as BP's we need that... although Heaven... since you are readng the LB series has desrcibed Heaven as we will feel that elation all the time and we won't wear out from it we will feel good all the time..... here we will crash and burn if we act on manic high all the time.
So embrace the down time the lows and know "That this too shall pass." That is my favorite line I tell it to myself all the time.
You have a friend so complain to me it makes me feel more normal, yeah right me normal.
We love you sis.
G

 

[Pats]

Hey, ya, boy do I understand, Wendy.

And it seems to me like I can be manic about some things while suddenly very destraught about others. Guess that's what I get for being a b/p gemini J/K

Seriously though, I am an avoider. When I get down, I try to be all high and happy by avoiding responsabilities and facing things I need to do. Like fix up my new apt



Patsy

 

[angelkiss]

Heavenly Father, we come before you today and thank You for all the wonderful blessings you've bestowed upon us. We ask that You lift Wendy up and surround her with your presence. We ask that you help her to do Your will daily and bless and keep her always.
In Jesus' precious name,
Amen.

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

Amen!

 

[Alive again]

AMEN!!!! Praying also, where 2 or 3 are gathered. . God you have promised to be with us always, help us to feel you presence and your love, whether we are up or down, whether we are "accomplishing" what we want to or not, let us always know of your acceptance and love. Please help Wnedy to rest in your presence and to know just how precious she is to you, just because she is your child.

In Jeus name AMen

 

[PrairieGurl]

Heavenly Father, we come before you today and thank You for all the wonderful blessings you've bestowed upon us. We ask that You lift Wendy up and surround her with your presence. We ask that you help her to do Your will daily and bless and keep her always.
In Jesus' precious name,
Amen.

Thank you for your prayer Angelkiss and your Gabs!

I do know this too shall pass. With friends like you, it is a constant reminder that our Heavenly Father walks with us thru the ups and downs and many times carries us to the other side of the valley.

s of thankfulness & s,
Wendy

 

[PrairieGurl]

AMEN!!!! Praying also, where 2 or 3 are gathered. . God you have promised to be with us always, help us to feel you presence and your love, whether we are up or down, whether we are "accomplishing" what we want to or not, let us always know of your acceptance and love. Please help Wnedy to rest in your presence and to know just how precious she is to you, just because she is your child.

In Jeus name AMen

I'm smiling Alive, why? because as you were lifting me up in prayer...I was posting with the realization that God will and does help us feel His presence!

Thank you for liftin my need to our Heavenly Father!

s & s, and a great big
Wendy

 

[walshclan]

AMEN!!!! Praying also, where 2 or 3 are gathered. . God you have promised to be with us always, help us to feel you presence and your love, whether we are up or down, whether we are "accomplishing" what we want to or not, let us always know of your acceptance and love. Please help Wnedy to rest in your presence and to know just how precious she is to you, just because she is your child.

In Jeus name AMen

Amen to that Amen...

Take care of yourself Wendy. We are all praying for you.

Connie

 

[illudium_phosdex]

I'm saying a few prayers for you too. You and others have helped me out so much in this forum. I've had a really good several days recently. I hope that you will start to have some too very soon.

 

[Darrell2006]

Hi Wendy,
I'm praying for your continued recovery, and for everone else who strugles with this illness!
You have been a blessing to me and I'm sure many others on this site.

Daryl

 

[COVINABP]

Heavenly Father, we come before you today and thank You for all the wonderful blessings you've bestowed upon us. We ask that You lift Wendy up and surround her with your presence. We ask that you help her to do Your will daily and bless and keep her always.
In Jesus' precious name,
Amen.

Amen! Ohh endy, You are the best ever, I am so sorry to hear you are in a down time, I am praying for you, and I am glad you know "this too shall pass", I really hadn't thought about it, but this is making me feel better too!

May God Bless you in many ways sister,

Love William

 

[PrairieGurl]

I'm saying a few prayers for you too. You and others have helped me out so much in this forum. I've had a really good several days recently. I hope that you will start to have some too very soon.

Well then those few prayers and your hope...are working

Like I've said before...when the good days come...I 'milk them for every thing their worth'!!!

AngelKiss has mentioned that with the valleys, we can enjoy the mountains that much more!

I want to get to the point where I can thank the Lord for the valleys too.

You my Friends are definately Heaven Sent!!!

s & s,
Wendy

 

[angelkiss]

Wendy, I am still praying for you and I know God hears every prayer that is sent up into Heaven. You are a true inspiration to us all!
's and es!!

 

[walshclan]

Well then those few prayers and your hope...are working

Like I've said before...when the good days come...I 'milk them for every thing their worth'!!!

AngelKiss has mentioned that with the valleys, we can enjoy the mountains that much more!

I want to get to the point where I can thank the Lord for the valleys too.

You my Friends are definately Heaven Sent!!!

s & s,
Wendy

Praises...I'm glad you are feeling a better. I'm still praying for you though...For continued mountains of course...not that we can't appreciate the valleys but we pray for mountains.

Connie