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[Wolf7]

Hi, So I have been trying to figure out who I am and what I believe in and Christianity is something I feel connected to, I guess it is hard to explain, but there is a connection there. Even though I’ve been brought up with Christian values etc. I’ve never thought about it deeply till recently, I know this is bad since I’m 32 but I’m trying to figure so much out. I really want to go to church though I don’t out of fear I’ll be judged or not accepted because I take medication for a mental illness and it’s one I’ll be on for the rest of my life. It’s unfortunate that I have too and I really don’t like It but I accept it. I don’t have anyone to discuss things to do with religion, and so, I’m working this out on my own, it is all so new for me. Anyway, I thought I’d introduce myself.

 

[Dave-W]

HI and welcome!

 

[sunshine100]

Hello and welcome

 

[Tigger45]

Welcome to CF Wolf!

 

[Of the Kingdom]

Welcome to CF. All of us are in the process of trying to "figure out" what the Christian life is all about. I encourage you to examine Christian studies that interest you, and spend time reading and looking for Bible passages related to what you study.

(John 16:7 [WEB])
Nevertheless I tell you the truth: It is to your advantage that I go away, for if I don’t go away, the Counselor won’t come to you. But if I go, I will send him to you.

 

[Wolf7]

Thanks for the welcomes! Today I read my first passage from the Bible, which makes me so happy, well honestly it sort of made me a bit teary-eyed but in a good way, I don't know if that's how I was supposed to react or how people generally react to that passage but it's the reaction I had. Thanks again.

 

[Of the Kingdom]

There's no "right way" to react to Bible insights. The Holy Spirit works at a deeper level than your mind or emotions. Emotion is not necessarily an indication of a true spiritual experience, but on the other hand spiritual experiences often do come with strong emotions.

May God bless you in your effort and desire to know him more.

 

[Lady O]

I like what you wrote - honest feelings we can all relate to.

The best way I can describe cultivating growth as a Christian, and finding your place of belonging in it, is to look at Jesus as someone who created you to have a personal relationship with. It is no different than cultivating a friendship you have with anyone else - you spend meaningful time together, you share your deepest secrets, you create time to grow your relationship by doing things together, you learn all about the person and their individuality, and soon, your friendship is so bonded, you are sure that person has become a part of you.

I am so thankful God looks at the the heart of a person, and while they may not appear to have it all together, he can see their intentions to learn more, their desires to know him at a deeper level, their goals to grow, and their pursuit of living a life that reflects their eternal destination.

I commend you for reading the scriptures - that essentially is God's voice talking to you. That will be the best way you can get to know God and his heart for you. Once a person has been touched by the love of God, they are changed forever. The second best way to know your place in the heart of God is to pray and pour yourself out to him, knowing he hears every single word you say. He will reassure you that his love for is very real.

Discovering Your God-Given Purpose will give you some understanding on this topic. I hope and pray your heart finds peace as you seek to know and trust God's plan for your life. Please write back if you'd like - this is a huge topic and there's lots to share about it.

 

[anne97]

Thanks for the welcomes! Today I read my first passage from the Bible, which makes me so happy, well honestly it sort of made me a bit teary-eyed but in a good way, I don't know if that's how I was supposed to react or how people generally react to that passage but it's the reaction I had. Thanks again.

I can relate! I got chocked up too when I opened my bible again after many years.
(And, of course, welcome!)

 

[BlueEdgar]

Hi, So I have been trying to figure out who I am and what I believe in and Christianity is something I feel connected to, I guess it is hard to explain, but there is a connection there. Even though I’ve been brought up with Christian values etc. I’ve never thought about it deeply till recently, I know this is bad since I’m 32 but I’m trying to figure so much out. I really want to go to church though I don’t out of fear I’ll be judged or not accepted because I take medication for a mental illness and it’s one I’ll be on for the rest of my life. It’s unfortunate that I have too and I really don’t like It but I accept it. I don’t have anyone to discuss things to do with religion, and so, I’m working this out on my own, it is all so new for me. Anyway, I thought I’d introduce myself.

 

[BlueEdgar]

Mm didn’t mean to reply with the actual post you wrote. I’m on my phone so this seems more complicated than it should be. I’m new too. I’m not sure I should be a welcoming committee since I literally just posted, but I like your intro and want to respond.

You mention a connection with Christianity. Where did this come from? I’m curious. If you had never really been confronted with it before, what struck you about Christianity as opposed to any other religion or faith?

 

[ItIsFinished!]

Welcome friend.
May the Lord bless you greatly and shine His light upon you.

 

[sunshineforJesus]

Hi and welcome to C F.

 

[TerraY]

Hi Wolf7,

I am new here too. I hope you find what you seek here. It is great that you found a place to chat about religion. Much love and blessings to you <3