Hi everyone, had depression all my life but it got worse after becoming chronically ill 3 years ago. Having emo issues then getting ill on top if that is hard on me and my family. Besides the emo turmoil I feel like crap a lot. In this state I then go to a volatile work place and try to be polite to rude insensitive people with a smile on my face...yet....trying to be grateful for the good things!!! Trying to hang onto God when at times I want to scream at Him or others. It gets very tiring to hang on sometimes.
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I'm some kind of new too even if I have been a member for a about a year. I haven't been able to use the forum as much as wanted. I hope to be able to use it more now. My problems with depression seem to be similar to yours. I have also become chronically ill (physical), and that has made it really difficult to be me. The children are out of the nest and my husband is home with God now, so I feel it extremely difficult to cope with this alone. Still I hope to make my life better with trying to reestablish the routines I lost due to physical illness. I have even made my own thread about that, hoping for support (from them that have the time to say some encouraging words). To be a Christian sure gives hope, so even if it seems dark now, I have hope for a better future. I think that so it will be for you too.
Must God bless you and help you to walk through this, step by step!
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