Hi.. i just lost an ex classmate of mine.. i feel a lot of regret for not getting to know her better.. the last time i met her was 4 yrs ago and she died on friday... it feels weird because i didn't know her properly.. i left a school for another school in Singapore after 3 years of studying in that school and it was only during those 3 years tat i managed to get to know her.. honestly i feel like im being a wimp.. i should be thinking about her family and how they are so sad about it instead of thinking about how i should have done this done that... please pray for her family.. they are not Christians.. i wish i could know where she went though.. i dont think she was Christian because they gave her a Taoist Buddhist like funeral... i wish i could know shes happy. but there are no answers... anyway i probably just am wading in self pity.. please pray that i pull out of self pity or something.. thank u.