So anyone remember me? Probably not but I am here for a little bit. I have to tell y'all I moved and I don't have internet where I am living but will be getting it back in a month or two. I sure missed y'all even if none of you remember moi. 
I am getting baptized the Sunday after next but I am absolutely frightened of our Pastor. Don't ask why. I don't know why. I only approach him to ask him one question then leave quite hastily and I never look him in the face or in the eyes. Its not just the pastor its any authoratative person in my life. It used to be my Father-In-Law and that took almost a year for me to get used to not being fearful. Now its my teacher (I go to school) and my Pastor. I am just terrified of authority anyhow.
Also I want to pray out loud every once in awhile but I never do. I am afraid of that too. 8 or 10 weeks ago I got saved and I still can't pray out loud, only in my head. I accepted Jesus outloud and in my heart but other than that I don't pray out loud.
I sure hope God listens to prayers said in the mind. :o
Anyhow I will get over that fear soon. I am just a nervous person.
Excited about baptismal just afraid. I don't know why.
Oh yeah and have you guys seen the commercial where like a teen aged girl is looking at something and points to it and says "Well that's gay" and then two lesbians feel sad and then the commercial says "Be careful what you say or you might hurt someone's feelings," So now we're covering up and protecting people's sin? I know its not tactful to call an object gay but at the same time come on........
Next time I call something that's high priced "Highway Robbery" I better be careful...someone who just got done robbing a bank might be standing behind me and start crying.
Am I just a complete insensitive jerk or does anyone else see my point?
Well anyway I migt come back in a week to check on things because I am using a library computer right now.
God bless you all! Happy New Year too!
I am getting baptized the Sunday after next but I am absolutely frightened of our Pastor. Don't ask why. I don't know why. I only approach him to ask him one question then leave quite hastily and I never look him in the face or in the eyes. Its not just the pastor its any authoratative person in my life. It used to be my Father-In-Law and that took almost a year for me to get used to not being fearful. Now its my teacher (I go to school) and my Pastor. I am just terrified of authority anyhow.Also I want to pray out loud every once in awhile but I never do. I am afraid of that too. 8 or 10 weeks ago I got saved and I still can't pray out loud, only in my head. I accepted Jesus outloud and in my heart but other than that I don't pray out loud.
I sure hope God listens to prayers said in the mind. :o
Anyhow I will get over that fear soon. I am just a nervous person.
Excited about baptismal just afraid. I don't know why.
Oh yeah and have you guys seen the commercial where like a teen aged girl is looking at something and points to it and says "Well that's gay" and then two lesbians feel sad and then the commercial says "Be careful what you say or you might hurt someone's feelings," So now we're covering up and protecting people's sin? I know its not tactful to call an object gay but at the same time come on........
Next time I call something that's high priced "Highway Robbery" I better be careful...someone who just got done robbing a bank might be standing behind me and start crying. Am I just a complete insensitive jerk or does anyone else see my point?
Well anyway I migt come back in a week to check on things because I am using a library computer right now.
God bless you all! Happy New Year too!
That's a big step. Standing in front of the church and sharing your testimony can be a little intimidating but just remember that you are being obedient to our Lord Jesus and nothing else matters. 
