Hi everyone

[Okano]

Hi.

I have been feeling very suicidal again as of late. I'm craving some drugs too, I've been clean for over two years. My face is disfigured and sometimes I just can't cope. For me there is no joy in anything. I'm very lonely. I've been teary eyed all evening.

 

[Criada]

I'm sorry things are so bad at the moment, brother
Well done on being clean for so long - that is a rel achievement!
If you can manage for that long, you can do one more day And then it will be tomorrow, and you can do one more day again
Come here when you re lonely - there are many people who will understand and be here for you. You will be in my prayers - plese PM if you need someone to talk to.

 

[Krissy Cakes]

WOW congrats on being clean for 2 years!! Thats a big deal!

Like Sarah said when you are lonely or "want to do something" come here and chat with us. PM someone and talk to us. So you can get your mind off that crud.

I'm praying for you.

 

[miss-a]

Welcome to the forum. Yes, do stay in touch. We'd love to help. Remember, Jesus loves you and is working all things for your good. And we love you, too!

Blessings and prayers,
a

 

[RuthD]

Hi. It's great you've kept off the drugs, that's a big accomplishment. I agree to take one day at a time and get through just one day at a time. Keep posting here.

 

[Jeshu]

Sorry to hear that you are going through a tough time. Please hang in there the bad time will pass, it always does in the end.

Great to hear you kept of the drugs for so long, that is one positive thing happening in your life.

Please hold onto all that is positive - especially the positives of your salvation in Christ - for a mighty fortress is our God - a bulwark never shaken. If anyone can get you out of the pit you find yourself in then it is God.

 

[Okano]

Thank you everyone. I'm very grateful for your support. I'm feeling better and I'm so grateful for your prayers.

 

[Arcwood]

Hey Okano,
You Muslim?
I believe in the Qur'an and I'm very devoutly Christian. I think anyone who is truly Christian will find that the Qur'an does not actually conflict with it at all.
I'm curious what kind of drugs your craving. Marijuana for me is the super drug. 7 leaves** I can't even get high on crack, cocaine or MDMA. just pot.

I'd love to talk to you about anything you want to talk about.
facebook Gordon fiala
Skype gordonthomasfiala
e-mail lord_gord@msn.com

I'm headed to Mexico in January. SO maybe we can even meet.

Peace. and Blessings