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[ForeverSeekingLight]

Hey guys,
Its been a while since Ive been here. Ive been on meds now for just about 8 weeks and I was doing great. My drinking has completly stopped and I have had no urges at all since before Christmas. Im glad to be through with that.
I start with an awesome counsellor and shes young(27) so she totally understands everything Im going through. However, I think the meds have stopped working. Im really feeling low and am having bad thoughts again. I just dont feel like living as bad as that sounds. I have so much to live for but its just...tiring I guess. I dont see my counsellor for another 2 weeks as she was completly booked.
Im just needing somewhere to turn, so thanks for listening.

Becky

 

[katylees]

Just to say i read and i;m listening and i understand you. Take care

 

[bloodrose18]

Hey! I am sorry you are going through this. If you ever need to talk you can PM me. I would love to listen to what you have to say! Take Care!
God Bless
Robin

 

[Darrell2006]

what meds are you taking? gongrads on not drinking that's huge accomplishment! I and alot of people on this forum can relate, as we all are trying to do what we can to recover, thanks for sharing, and may god be with you and bless you!!

Daryl

 

[trinitygrace]

Becky,

Great seeing you on here again! I hated that we lost touch. You are such as awesome friend and fun person to talk to! I will definitely be praying for you in your struggles with your meds not working like they should and the long time before you can see your counselor again. You are such as awesome girl, please know you have LOTS to live for! You are gonna be great working with young mom's and infants! PM/e-mail me anytime if you want to chat or need someone to listen.

Love Ya,
Trinity

 

[ForeverSeekingLight]

Becky,

Great seeing you on here again! I hated that we lost touch. You are such as awesome friend and fun person to talk to! I will definitely be praying for you in your struggles with your meds not working like they should and the long time before you can see your counselor again. You are such as awesome girl, please know you have LOTS to live for! You are gonna be great working with young mom's and infants! PM/e-mail me anytime if you want to chat or need someone to listen.

Love Ya,
Trinity

Hey,
Im on 20 mg. of celexa a day.
Thanks everyone for the encouragement. Im just feeling really down and overly stressed with four papers due this week, a school site study and also a midterm. Its alot considering I have even started three of the papers.
I just am tired of feeling this way. I wish I could feel better, like I was before. Also, Im feeling kinda lost since I dont get to see my counsellor till next week. It was the one time where I came away with a clear head.
Its not like me to not want to live...but thats what its been feeling like lately. I just feel so overwhelmed and like Im not going to get anywhere...like Im stuck

 

[GraceInHim]

I would suggest Becky, talking with your Counselor about adjustments.. praying you will adjust and do well..

I have had depression for years.. came to Christ over a year ago.. did it go all away? NO.. still have to take my meds.. todays world is full of all kinds of things which make us feel different then others, when we really are not.. I think we are special and think God does also.. many people in the Bible faced same situations.. we are fortunate to have meds today to make us feel alittle better.. never think you are less because of this sickness.. in the end, we will be with Jesus and have total comfort and total love.. peace be with you