the last days, I have been worrying for some random thoughts without my will that were suggested by my ocd, in order to relieve some worries for not doing a compulsion. it was about making a fake promise to God without my will to stop myself from worrying. in a matter of second, a part of me without my will fell into that trap and made some random words without my will about a promise to God.
now with it I can be more alert about the traps of ocd. and deep inside me, I knew that moment, that it was just a fake scene so ocd can stop bugging me. that's why I was so carefree. they were thoughts without my will and I think God knows that and loves me.
now with it I can be more alert about the traps of ocd. and deep inside me, I knew that moment, that it was just a fake scene so ocd can stop bugging me. that's why I was so carefree. they were thoughts without my will and I think God knows that and loves me.
