I'll try to make this short. I'm in debt, my credit rating is about 566, I have six kids ages 18 - 2 (wonder where the money goes) and I want to clear things up. All of the problems are from when we were had a lot of money that we no longer have...go figure. I also was diagnosed with depression (in 1999) and put on meds that messed me up bad(that's another story but related). I didn't figure out the med problem until a year ago. I just about jumped off of a bridge. After that I took myself off of the meds and started to feel better. I still battle the depression but the desire to die is not near as strong when the depression kicks in. That is brought on by stress which is usually related to money which sets off a nasty cycle of withdrawl and bills piling up..blah blah blah. I'm supposed to buy the house we have been renting at the end of the month. we fouund out my wife may be sick the other day. won't know fo a week or so after the tests come back. I need a lot of prayer if anyone is willing. Writing about it helps me feel better and prayer warriors help. I can use any advice I can get.

praying for you