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hi now i have to get this out there but i think im evil....so let me explain. I talk to Jesus in my head and he talks back to me we usually have a good time just chatting but a couple days ago an evil entity showed up in my head as well, i believe it was satan. He tried tempting me to do bad things and to let him have control of me i kept saying no, but then i said yes i didn't actually mean it, its like those situations when your like "hey want to go to the park" "yes" "really" "no". That kind of situation well I made it clear that i was joking but he didn't care he took control of my head and showed me evil, blasphemous thoughts that i didn't like the scary part was that i could not hear Jesus's voice anymore but after some praying i could hear him again and he got rid of satan and tried comforting me but i felt tainted and evil i felt impure i felt as if at that moment i had been damned to hell. Jesus said that i had been forgiven but i still feel tainted. i am currently afraid of two things right now one: that i have committed blasphemy against the holy spirit and two: that the voice im hearing in my head isn't Jesus but is instead some voice my mind making so that i don't feel bad
i don't want to go to hell i want to be with Jesus and God but i feel as if that i am tainted please pray for me i follow the word of God but i feel as if im evil now so again please help me
 

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God is love, HE only does love, and has only even done love, and ever will.

This is how you know Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior.

Believe in Him and God who LOVES you will SAVE you.

HE died for you and was risen to Glory at the Right Hand of the Father.

Go to Him, Believe in Him and Confess Him, and be free and protected by The eternal Loving Power of His Holy Spirit.

In Jesus Christ's name, i pray.

Amen.
 
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hi now i have to get this out there but i think im evil....so let me explain. I talk to Jesus in my head and he talks back to me we usually have a good time just chatting but a couple days ago an evil entity showed up in my head as well, i believe it was satan. He tried tempting me to do bad things and to let him have control of me i kept saying no, but then i said yes i didn't actually mean it, its like those situations when your like "hey want to go to the park" "yes" "really" "no". That kind of situation well I made it clear that i was joking but he didn't care he took control of my head and showed me evil, blasphemous thoughts that i didn't like the scary part was that i could not hear Jesus's voice anymore but after some praying i could hear him again and he got rid of satan and tried comforting me but i felt tainted and evil i felt impure i felt as if at that moment i had been damned to hell. Jesus said that i had been forgiven but i still feel tainted. i am currently afraid of two things right now one: that i have committed blasphemy against the holy spirit and two: that the voice im hearing in my head isn't Jesus but is instead some voice my mind making so that i don't feel bad
i don't want to go to hell i want to be with Jesus and God but i feel as if that i am tainted please pray for me i follow the word of God but i feel as if im evil now so again please help me

Let me say first up that the following statement is not a definitive statement it is Speculation on what May be happening..

This could be a case of a demonic game of "" good cop bad cop "" I hope it is not the case..
 
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I'm sorry that you are struggling and I'm praying for you and your walk with Christ.

You haven't committed the unpardonable sin by blasphemy against the Holy Spirit!

Why?

Because you are worried about if you have done it, you care about your relationship with Jesus and you want to be with Him.

A great way to look at what that sin means is that it means someone that doesn't want anything to do with God. If that person refuses to be pardoned by God for his sins.
 
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I believe that the Holy Spirit led you here, so you have not sinned against him. It is faith that you need. Father I pray blessings on this request and for that you may resurrect more faith in this heart in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the 1:15PM bbnradio.org Family Altar program.

 
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Schizophrenia often manifests itself in the form of hearing voices, especially in regards to religion. If Jesus is occupying your mind and speaking to you, Satan shouldn't be able to get anywhere near you. If you are really hearing voices you may want to talk to some kind of therapist, or exorcist. My mother had religiously bent schizophrenia when I was growing up, we were all convinced it was real at the time, but it really wasn't. She unfortunately had a sick mind, but she was able to deal with it very well once she realized the voices weren't real. Regardless, I'm praying my best for you! Also, if Jesus told you, you were fine. He wouldn't lie to you. Don't feel tainted!
 
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