Help Me Someone!!

[GodslovesavedJen]

I am feeling so crappy right now! I just want my life to end! I just feel like there is no hope! I have lost all sense of worth! No one seems to understand me at all! No one understands what I go through! I just can't take it anymore! I just feel like I am going to fall apart! I want death right now! I want my life to just cease! I am so scared!! I am so scared! I feel so disconnected from God! I feel like God has walked away from me, and yet I know that God hasn't. I know that I walked away from him. I'm so scared. I'm scared to come back, I'm scared of not going back!! I want me life back! Satan has taken my life hostage! I WANT MY LIFE BACK!! I WANT MY HAPPINESS BACK!! I WANT ME!! HELP ME SOMEONE!

 

[CFpetRESCUER9]

Are you okay? You want to pm me? I have been in your situation before and it is okay. I am praying for you right now... I know how it is like to feel like a hostage, to want happiness, to be scared, you are NOT alone salvation. Hold on to your life because you mean so much to everyone!!!

 

[hungrytiger]

I am feeling so crappy right now! I just want my life to end! I just feel like there is no hope!

Where there's life, there's hope. Please don't give up. God still hopes in you.

I have lost all sense of worth! No one seems to understand me at all! No one understands what I go through!

Just because you don't sense your worth, doesn't mean it's not there. God loves you! You are very precious to Him. He knows you better than you know yourself and He still loves you and you are worth so much to Him.

I just can't take it anymore! I just feel like I am going to fall apart! I want death right now! I want my life to just cease! I am so scared!! I am so scared! I feel so disconnected from God! I feel like God has walked away from me, and yet I know that God hasn't. I know that I walked away from him. I'm so scared. I'm scared to come back, I'm scared of not going back!! I want me life back! Satan has taken my life hostage! I WANT MY LIFE BACK!! I WANT MY HAPPINESS BACK!! I WANT ME!!

I get really scared sometimes too. But you are so right, God would never walk away from you. He's with you even now. Maybe you could try talking to God or reading His word? It can be hard to do sometimes, but sometimes it can help us feel His closeness. If you don't have a print Bible with you, there are some available to read for free online, like at http://www.biblegateway.com/ . I wish I knew how else to try to help you.

HELP ME SOMEONE!

I want to help you. Please forgive me if I don't. You are loved and precious. Please don't give up.

 

[sistagirl]

Father im prayin for jen that you pick her up lord god that u wipe her tears that you reasurre her of the everlastin love u have for her oh god help my fello sista that she comes to realise that although we might nt kno wat shes goin through that she realises you kno god that u carrry her and she finds fulfilness in u once again awesum lord in jesus name AmEn Jen althougfh you feel noones listen or no one knos wat your goin through god does trust in him and he will pick u up ure sista in christ big ones to u from me god bless

 

[mademecry]

I know what it's like tolong for death. God saved me from those feelings and that situation, and I'm sure he's looking out for you too. You just have to continue trying to hold on and let him do his thing. Keep trusting him. You know that you can't always trust your feelings. This is the time to trust your head and your logic that's telling you that God is there for you even if you can't feel him near. Hold on tight to the hope that God will save you too from these horrible feelings. If you want to talk, you can email me at mademecry@lycos.com.

 

[GodslovesavedJen]

Last night was absolutely horrible. My parents really hurt me and I broke down after they went to bed. I fell on the floor and started shaking!!! I was so scared!! BEYOND SCARED!!!! There are no words to describe it!!! I have cried all day and I am still really scared. I don't know what to do. I want out, but.. I don't know how!!

 

[Shreck]

I am feeling so crappy right now! I just want my life to end! I just feel like there is no hope! I have lost all sense of worth! No one seems to understand me at all! No one understands what I go through! I just can't take it anymore! I just feel like I am going to fall apart! I want death right now! I want my life to just cease! I am so scared!! I am so scared! I feel so disconnected from God! I feel like God has walked away from me, and yet I know that God hasn't. I know that I walked away from him. I'm so scared. I'm scared to come back, I'm scared of not going back!! I want me life back! Satan has taken my life hostage! I WANT MY LIFE BACK!! I WANT MY HAPPINESS BACK!! I WANT ME!! HELP ME SOMEONE!

all will be well.

 

[hungrytiger]

Last night was absolutely horrible. My parents really hurt me and I broke down after they went to bed. I fell on the floor and started shaking!!! I was so scared!! BEYOND SCARED!!!! There are no words to describe it!!! I have cried all day and I am still really scared. I don't know what to do. I want out, but.. I don't know how!!

I don't know how your parents hurt you. But I do know that God is still with you and there's still hope. I'm sorry you're scared. It's awful being scared. Have you talked to anyone in person about this? I know that can be scary too, people can hurt us, but I also know that God can help us through people too. When we're feeling bad and scared and confused, it can be hard to see past all that and to think straight. Other people can help us see past some of that and sometimes help us figure out what to do.

If your parents are bieng bad to you, maybe you could stay at a friend's house or something?

I wish I knew how to help you, Jen. You're in my prayers.

 

[Nachtjager]

Hey Boo, justaguy here. I hate it when parents go off on their kids instead of listening to them. I don't know if that's your situation, but if you'd like to PM me, I'd be glad to help if I can. I'm a teenager in denial (my driver's license says I'm 41, but you know how those things lie), and I can assure you, you're not the first teenager who's gone through something like this. I dated a beautiful Pentacostal girl right after I got out of high school and her parents were unreal strict on her. It was brutal. Carrying on a "normal" relationship with her was impossible so we only dated about a month. She was an emotional mess because of her parents and finally married a complete loser just to get away from her parents and rebelled against God. I don't know what ever became of her, but I pray she got things together later. Sorry to ramble, but I guess I said all that to just say this, you are SO IMPORTANT to so many people other than yourself. Don't turn away from Christ because He's the only one who can be with you when no one else can. When you're desperate and alone in your room, that's the perfect time to call on Him. Horrible and desperate situations can lead to a much closer relationship with the Lord, or they can end a relationship with the Lord - I've seen both happen. PLEASE, don't choose to turn away, I promise you, it only leads to added misery. Hold fast, dig in your spiritual heels and hold on. God will help; maybe not as quickly as we would like, but the cavalry will arrive if you hold out. Rolling over and giving up is just what the devil wants you to do. Will pray for you, and your parents, stay in the Word, find some friends who can pick you up right now. We ALL go through times when everything seems hopeless; that happens off and on throughout life. Choose to have hope when your mind tells you there is none - THAT, may be the very leap of faith which God is waiting for you to make. Again, if I can help, PM me and I'm all ears - I'm a good listener. Take care lil' Jen and God bless.

 

[DIANAC]

Hello, sweet girl
Do you have cousins, aunts who live near buy? Can you talk to anyone at your church about your problem? Are you seeking professional help?
Look, your log-in name is God's Love saved Jen. If God can save your soul for eternity He sure CAN fix your situation.
You are in my prayers.
Be well,
Diana

 

[GodslovesavedJen]

Thank you so much guys for your support!! You have really helped and encouraged me with your posts!! Things are really tough, but I am still here and still seeking God.
I will be posting my testimony in another thread soon, so if you would like to read that you may. I will post the web address, okay?

Thank you guys so much!!

 

[GodslovesavedJen]

http://www.christianforums.com/t2989622-life-is-so-tough-but.html#post24016606

Here is my testimony.

 

[DIANAC]

http://www.christianforums.com/t2989622-life-is-so-tough-but.html#post24016606

Here is my testimony.

You are so young and you tasted so much sorrow. For many that would be enough for a lifetime. But you are so much better off than many that travel along the wide road. In the midst of your sorrows you KNOW that the Lord is good. The love of Jesus just overflows in you. You know that even the dearest people can fail you, but He never will. And you know that your temporary troubles do not compare to what is prepared for you in Glory.You are so blessed, dear girl. I will continue praying for you. I do not know you now, but I will see you in Glory.
Be well,
Diana

 

[GodslovesavedJen]

Life is just so rough right now!