Hello...

[pastellee]

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[“Paisios”]

Hello, I'm Pastel, and I'm currently at a very low point in my life.
I had always had depression and anxiety ever since I experienced bullying 10 years back. Although I once had quite a good relationship with God, when bad things happened in my life, and I received a lot of bullying once more, I began retreating into myself and wondering if there was another way to live... I started going my own way, and in a way running away from God. I started giving up on my life, on myself, and wanting to commit slow suicide.

Depression and anxiety robbed me of friendships, and my parents had a very rocky relationship as well. I experienced a lot of emotional abuse growing up, and it seemed like there was no hope on earth for me. Because I tried going my own way, I ran into more troubles. And I'm currently left scarred by a man who abused and used me.

I find myself very confused in life. I have tonnes of evil and negative thoughts, and my heart does not seem good at all. I wish to be a good person though...

But I seem far from it. I really am at rock bottom - no good relationships, isolated from the world, with a lot of bad habits and addictions, and often depressed.

><

Welcome to CF, and thank you for sharing so much with us. I hope you will find support and caring here that will help you and strengthen your walk with God.

You may find these forums helpful:

https://www.christianforums.com/forums/prayer-wall.10/

https://www.christianforums.com/forums/christian-advice.232/

https://www.christianforums.com/forums/depression-disorders.393/

 

[Southernscotty]

Welcome to CF friend and I am sure you will be blessed richly here :]

 

[Dave G.]

Hello and welcome !

Matthew 7:7 seems to apply here, just place your computers arrow over the link to read.

 

[SkyWriting]

Hello, I'm Pastel, and I'm currently at a very low point in my life.
I had always had depression and anxiety ever since I experienced bullying 10 years back. Although I once had quite a good relationship with God, when bad things happened in my life, and I received a lot of bullying once more, I began retreating into myself and wondering if there was another way to live... I started going my own way, and in a way running away from God. I started giving up on my life, on myself, and wanting to commit slow suicide.

Depression and anxiety robbed me of friendships, and my parents had a very rocky relationship as well. I experienced a lot of emotional abuse growing up, and it seemed like there was no hope on earth for me. Because I tried going my own way, I ran into more troubles. And I'm currently left scarred by a man who abused and used me.

I find myself very confused in life. I have tonnes of evil and negative thoughts, and my heart does not seem good at all. I wish to be a good person though...

But I seem far from it. I really am at rock bottom - no good relationships, isolated from the world, with a lot of bad habits and addictions, and often depressed.

><

Become a good relationship for somebody.
This is your cure.

 

[pastellee]

Hello and welcome !

Matthew 7:7 seems to apply here, just place your computers arrow over the link to read.

Thank you!

 

[pastellee]

Welcome to CF friend and I am sure you will be blessed richly here :]

Thank you and amen

 

[pastellee]

Welcome to CF, and thank you for sharing so much with us. I hope you will find support and caring here that will help you and strengthen your walk with God.

You may find these forums helpful:

https://www.christianforums.com/forums/prayer-wall.10/

https://www.christianforums.com/forums/christian-advice.232/

https://www.christianforums.com/forums/depression-disorders.393/

Thank you so much!

 

[faroukfarouk]

Hello, I'm Pastel, and I'm currently at a very low point in my life.
I had always had depression and anxiety ever since I experienced bullying 10 years back. Although I once had quite a good relationship with God, when bad things happened in my life, and I received a lot of bullying once more, I began retreating into myself and wondering if there was another way to live... I started going my own way, and in a way running away from God. I started giving up on my life, on myself, and wanting to commit slow suicide.

Depression and anxiety robbed me of friendships, and my parents had a very rocky relationship as well. I experienced a lot of emotional abuse growing up, and it seemed like there was no hope on earth for me. Because I tried going my own way, I ran into more troubles. And I'm currently left scarred by a man who abused and used me.

I find myself very confused in life. I have tonnes of evil and negative thoughts, and my heart does not seem good at all. I wish to be a good person though...

But I seem far from it. I really am at rock bottom - no good relationships, isolated from the world, with a lot of bad habits and addictions, and often depressed.

><

Hi; good to see you.

Do you read God's Word?

John 14.1-27 and Psalm 46 are strengthening passages for the believer, among many others.

 

[pastellee]

Hi; good to see you.

Do you read God's Word?

John 14.1-27 and Psalm 46 are strengthening passages for the believer, among many others.

Hello! Yup I do... Thank you for the verses I'll read them

 

[sunshineforJesus]

Hi and welcome here.

 

[pastellee]

Hi and welcome here.

Thank you!

 

[Seun]

Welcome to the Christian Forums pastellee! I will pray for your situation.

 

[ABlessing]

Welcome. Praying for you now.

 

[pastellee]

Welcome to the Christian Forums pastellee! I will pray for your situation.

Thank you so much!

 

[pastellee]

Welcome. Praying for you now.

Thank you )

 

[soombing]

Hello, I'm Pastel, and I'm currently at a very low point in my life.
I had always had depression and anxiety ever since I experienced bullying 10 years back. Although I once had quite a good relationship with God, when bad things happened in my life, and I received a lot of bullying once more, I began retreating into myself and wondering if there was another way to live... I started going my own way, and in a way running away from God. I started giving up on my life, on myself, and wanting to commit slow suicide.

Welcome to the forum. And praying for you now.