Hi, I'm new.
I'm hoping this site isn't blocked on my work computers, because when I'm on night shifts (I'm a nurses' assistant) I'd like to post here!
I have a lot of problems with Christianity, but just can't seem to escape it. I've tried being an atheist, being a pagan, but Christ just draws me back. I'm in a funny position, I have a degree in Divinity, but all that has done is show me how little I know about Jesus. I want to be a confident believer but frankly I'm not confident in anything, let alone religion. I would dearly like, and often pray for, to be a 100% Christian, confident in my salvation and in the truth of Christ. Instead I am filled with doubt.
I would appreciate your prayers and your forbearance, because I cannot stop, though I try, the side of me which says "But what about X" to believers and to me.
Anyway, that is enough,
Agapetos.
I'm hoping this site isn't blocked on my work computers, because when I'm on night shifts (I'm a nurses' assistant) I'd like to post here!
I have a lot of problems with Christianity, but just can't seem to escape it. I've tried being an atheist, being a pagan, but Christ just draws me back. I'm in a funny position, I have a degree in Divinity, but all that has done is show me how little I know about Jesus. I want to be a confident believer but frankly I'm not confident in anything, let alone religion. I would dearly like, and often pray for, to be a 100% Christian, confident in my salvation and in the truth of Christ. Instead I am filled with doubt.
I would appreciate your prayers and your forbearance, because I cannot stop, though I try, the side of me which says "But what about X" to believers and to me.
Anyway, that is enough,
Agapetos.
Hello and welcome.
