how do you pray. Sometimes I can be talking to someone and my heart says pray, in the middle of the conversation and not secretly but boldly. When I am at work my heart tells me to pray boldly because Jesus is the only one that matters so why should I be afraid but I am. Not only of ridicule but the fact that I think I am lossing my mind because other believers do not do this. When we are called to God, He tells us to do different things, my place is infront of people so I know he is trying to get me past the place of criticism. Everything not of God I have tried to d oit failed not even taken flight. God has His hands on my life wich I am happy about, so I know He has a plan for me. I wanna know how d o Ipray softly yet bodly or can I even do that. I feel the need to be alone when I pray now that I have read Matthew and the other gospels I know why because it is how Jesus prayed. Iwas never one to shout in church, cry yes shout never. I have never had the holy ghost but I want it before I die. I do not ask anyone to pray for me because it does not seem right that person can be meaning well but the prayers can lead me into false hope. I do not take advice from people I go to God until He gives me the answer then I do what He tells me to. I have learned not to break
covenants. I do not go to church at all. The ones in my area are full of backsliders and hipocrites. I am not one to judge but I have fallen twice I do not ever want to fall again. Seeing people serve God and good is coming to them even though they are not just it can fool me into thinking that I can do both sides also but I will not do that. I found God by myself but I fell twice that is why I am here because I need you to help me.
Please tell me how to pray Boldly but Softly
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covenants. I do not go to church at all. The ones in my area are full of backsliders and hipocrites. I am not one to judge but I have fallen twice I do not ever want to fall again. Seeing people serve God and good is coming to them even though they are not just it can fool me into thinking that I can do both sides also but I will not do that. I found God by myself but I fell twice that is why I am here because I need you to help me.
Please tell me how to pray Boldly but Softly
sorry for typos