Hello,
You can all just call me Air, my name is pretty much backwards on purpose.
I'm going through a very bad point in my life. I lost the desire to do anything, I am so worried about some things in my life that I am actually sick to the stomach. I was never really raised to have a religion, as someone who was raised in poverty, my family never had time to take me to church or anything of that nature. Of course, we did go when I was a small child, but I was rebellious; I was just there to have fun, not learn life lessons or anything like that.
I'm a young adult now, and I'm trying to find answers. A reason to do things, a reason to live. I said I was an atheist all my life, I said I never wanted to be alongside "those weak barbaric people". But now my life is empty, I'm filled with nothing but misery, regret, shame, loneliness. So here I am, sorry if I rambled too much. I never really try to introduce myself to people so I didn't really know how to do it.
Interests:
Video games, socializing, intellectual debates, Philosophy, Politics, books
You can all just call me Air, my name is pretty much backwards on purpose.
I'm going through a very bad point in my life. I lost the desire to do anything, I am so worried about some things in my life that I am actually sick to the stomach. I was never really raised to have a religion, as someone who was raised in poverty, my family never had time to take me to church or anything of that nature. Of course, we did go when I was a small child, but I was rebellious; I was just there to have fun, not learn life lessons or anything like that.
I'm a young adult now, and I'm trying to find answers. A reason to do things, a reason to live. I said I was an atheist all my life, I said I never wanted to be alongside "those weak barbaric people". But now my life is empty, I'm filled with nothing but misery, regret, shame, loneliness. So here I am, sorry if I rambled too much. I never really try to introduce myself to people so I didn't really know how to do it.
Interests:
Video games, socializing, intellectual debates, Philosophy, Politics, books
For someone not used to introducing themselves you've done better than most! Thank you for sharing so much of yourself here with strangers that I hope will become friends soon.