If God speaks through the mouth of a 3 year old, how much more can He speak through His prophets and apostles? If I receive little teaching from the scriptures, it is because I am not listening, not because His servants are not speaking.
My dearest brother Rupert:
I believe that you are earnestly seeking the Lord, with ear open and neck craned. Your previous and current posts speak your heart brother, it is not hidden; your meek and precious heart is an "open epistle which is read of all men." Don't worry, only believe. It is not a struggle nor a fight to be in Him or to hear Him, merely an
abiding which produces the lovely and remaining fruit of the Spirit of our God. Only
believe! Abide! Tis a wonderful thing, our relationship with our Majestic Glory One. He does not need us work nor writhe, merely to abide in simple faith! Praise God!
I also find, brother, that the undefiled, singleness of heart which is only found in the gentle faith of a little child can fully portray and work the Love and Word of God. The yoke of "maturity" upon the shoulders of a prophet is a major stumbling block for those who declare the Lord and His Word. Oh, if we could become foolish babes in the sight of our God, how He would work. Great, however, is this mystery in which we are saturated, surrounded. It truly is the mysterious which excites and inspires my weak human mind to think outside himself: if even only for a few seconds, to catch a glimpse of something so beautifully
grand, so gloriously
full it makes one weep. Hallelujah! Praise be to our God! I am lost in the beauty of the mystery of the fellowship.
I have been laughing almost all day today, brother. It is the most peculiar thing, and I feel a Spirit of utter joy filling my heart. I am caught away into a river of glee! Oh Praise God!
Can I ask you tho, what did the Spirit of the Lord feel like? Was it peace? warmth? or anything else?
My fellow cookie lover:
What did it feel like? Well, how does one describe the aroma of freshly brewed coffee? It is rich, full, deep, slighty bitter to the sensitive nose. But you could say the same thing about a fine wine! How does one define something of which the hearer has never partaken? Oh, but of course you have, just never having recognized it. I find it is
recognizing God moving through you, in you, or to you which brings an emotion unlike any other (especially when it is to you). But that aside: It was like a deep reverent joy came over me, a wide passion rising up inside. Suddenly, I knew the LORD of GLORY, the One whom we all love vehemently had decided to SPEAK to me. You can only imagine the rush of emotion and physical response to such a word! I can also liken these things to being swept under His waves (Psalm 42:7) and deep calling unto deep. It is as though
everything in me, every deep and hidden nook in my PERSON was being beckoned to, and satisfied all at once. Oh the Joy!
Experience for the sake of an event, however, is not the Lord's purposes. It is the MESSAGE or WORD or EXPRESSION (logos) which the Lord wishes to pass, not some fading glory like an emotion. Please, understand this.
In Him,
Deg