Healing is the same word 'sozo' in the greek as saved.
You get saved by grace.
you get healed by grace. (we actually receive everything by grace)
you get saved by believing when you called on HIM and believed you were saved
you get healed by believing when you call on HIM you are healed.
When you got saved, you believed you were saved even if you didn't feel like it.
when you get healed, you believed you were healed even if you didn't feel like it.
They are the same words to JESUS. HE is the deliverer. (period) there is no other.
Those doubts are not you (its your sin nature) read Romans 7.
The sin nature (which is satan himself) resists and opposes the SPIRIT.
We are connected to the SPIRIT (if you are a Christian- meaning CHRIST in you).
The scripture says: he who joins himself to the LORD is 1 spirit.
Those doubts, and fears are the devil (not you) because the real you (connected to JESUS) wants to believe, wants to see miracles, wants to walk in faith!
Resist and ignore those thoughts of doubt and fear (they are not you, tell them "NO" and "get out")
and thank the LORD that HE has healed you, and loves you and its 100% based on HIS
LOVE (not yours or what you can do, or what great things you have done).
GRACE alone!
-Eric