I am asking for healing for myself right now. I know that is somewhat self centered, but I want to be healed so I can go on to do my good works in this world. And I feel that until I am healed I will not know what that is.
What I ask to be healed of is the stain and scars of sexual abuse. I was abused as a young boy and have carried the sin and stain with me forever. I know God forgives freely, but I can't seem to let go of this darkness upon me. I want to be healthy. I want to be free. I look at the worst kinds of pornography when the pressure gets to me. I try to overcome, even asking God for help and yet it is not gone.
Tonight I think I came to the heart of the matter. And since I know that my life cannot go on this stumbling way, I ask for prayers of healing. I want this **** cleaned out. I want to be made whole and be the man God made me to be. I felt led to ask others to pray for me. I feel God upon me, his hand and Word sure and strong. Love my brothers and sisters. Forgive, confess, faith.
What I ask to be healed of is the stain and scars of sexual abuse. I was abused as a young boy and have carried the sin and stain with me forever. I know God forgives freely, but I can't seem to let go of this darkness upon me. I want to be healthy. I want to be free. I look at the worst kinds of pornography when the pressure gets to me. I try to overcome, even asking God for help and yet it is not gone.
Tonight I think I came to the heart of the matter. And since I know that my life cannot go on this stumbling way, I ask for prayers of healing. I want this **** cleaned out. I want to be made whole and be the man God made me to be. I felt led to ask others to pray for me. I feel God upon me, his hand and Word sure and strong. Love my brothers and sisters. Forgive, confess, faith.
Praying that god will comfort and heal you, bring you peace and guide you in the way He wants you to go. 
