Hate that last minute

[cflittlestar]

I struggle at keeping myself clean and I hate that too. (I just stayed at home, and no one see me not clean)

And then I am being told at the last minute and mother and her friends will be back from trip today, and the family will be heading out to eat.

Why telling me at the last minute when i don't have enough time to clean myself.

It's not the first time, last time it rush like hell.

I hate myself for not able to keep myself clean regularly already.
And i really frustrate me when being told at the last minute when I don't have enough time to prepare.

It's not the first time. I am not going to give it in, to rush myself like hell, I really don't like rushing. But at the same time I can't help feeling very unhappy.

 

[seaking2]

It's OK bro, don't rush, take it easy and slow and ull still be cleaner by the time ur family comes
can they understand because Od your depression?
I'm sure you work hard to be clean so I'm not gonna tell u to be cleaner, just keep at it and do your best that's all Jesus asks,
Just gotta keep at it, not give up, and obey him, not because ur told to, but because you love him cuz he loves u so much and u want to keep getting better as does he

 

[cflittlestar]

Thank you. But I really don't like rushing, and don't like people wait for me (and it's not that they will wait for me) and I don't like not able to show up at the same time.

Most of all it's not the first time this happen.

 

[SplendidTree]

I totally understand this. I don't like last minute situations either. I am sorry you were frustrated. How did it end up going?

 

[Krissy Cakes]

Last minute plans can be very frustrated..

I'm wondering how it went too..