So it is official. I do have Ocd and severe depression and anxiety. I took the personality test and it confirmed that even with medication I am severely depressed. The psycologist said that he is more concerned with my depression and anxiety instead of the Harm o. I am more concerned with the harm o as this is what is causing the depression I feel. He said that the depression probably lead to the trigger of the Harm o. I feel noticible improvements every day but I question myself, do I love my child enough, is that why this is happening? Just feel a little stuck right now. I am to keep a journal telling the triggers, how anxious I feel, how I feel the medicine (pristiq a new form of effexor) is working. I know my savior loves me and will keep me safe but my silly mind thinks other wise. Any advise, especially in the motherhood harm o department would be appreciated. Love and prayers to all of the sufferers of all forms of OCD, depression and Anxiety.