I would have to say that hardest thing for me is being happy as I am. It seems like everyone has an idea of who you should, what you should be doing, and who you should be dating. I want to be my own person without any pressure to be doing something else. I don't want to be dating anyone right now, I am not ready for that. I don't want to settle for a job just because I need money, I want to make myself happy and focus on my relationship with Christ.