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[Job405]

I don't know what the worst sin in the holy book is but i must have done it too. I was diagnosed with psychosis about 7 years ago, and these demon-like spirits constantly try to torture and trick me in my head every single day, and i have no sign of any good spirits that do not turn into trust that is utterly betrayed... Like this spirit "Gaurentee ya'" ( who i've talked to on and off for the 7 years ) acted fairly sociable and respectable, until last night she started torturing me by sexually abusing me (with seemingly supernatural energy). These spirits have abused me like this into near suicide countless times, and she was one of the only few spirits i could consider glad to get to know and talk to. I am clearly in hell.

I have almost the exact same problem! I have been able to shut off their hallucinations by using anti-psychotic medicines, currently on olanzapine 10mg. But it seems I am cut off from God. I know a girl on Facebook who has even worse "symptoms".

 

[Mari17]

I don't know what the worst sin in the holy book is but i must have done it too. I was diagnosed with psychosis about 7 years ago, and these demon-like spirits constantly try to torture and trick me in my head every single day, and i have no sign of any good spirits that do not turn into trust that is utterly betrayed... Like this spirit "Gaurentee ya'" ( who i've talked to on and off for the 7 years ) acted fairly sociable and respectable, until last night she started torturing me by sexually abusing me (with seemingly supernatural energy). These spirits have abused me like this into near suicide countless times, and she was one of the only few spirits i could consider glad to get to know and talk to. I am clearly in hell.

Do have treatment you can get for your psychosis?