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Okay last night I gave into lust and I feel very convicted by it now. I'm determined to do what God want and I should be pleased with myself that I even felt his conviction. but last night it was like I did'nt care or did'nt fell it. I honestly think that I'm starting to get a taste of what you guys go thru like annrobert and others with blaspheme pbsessions. I don't want to fall back into to it. I'm so scared of Jesus and his Father. you really have to be doers of the Wod. And I'm starting to fill ever since I backslid does God love me anymore have I went to far. Well I'm just scared and on top of that I was reading some misleading scriptures that some website was giving and they where really screwing up my mind and before I had a rock solid faith that nothing would move me but I had to call my mom and dad so they could correct me on this. So I'm just asking that you guys pray for me and give me some tips on how this OCD works...