The Gratitude of Yeshua ~ From His Viewpoint
Whenever I see her My heart melts. I know she is there standing behind the door but I will not burst through. I wait…I always wait for her to open the door. I am like her, shy, waiting to be asked. What if she does not ask? Who then will make the advance? I would only approach gently and with great tenderness.
Tonight I need not ask. Even before I knock she opens the door to me and bids me with a look to enter. I have the power to behold her through doors and walls, where ever she may be. She is never removed from my vision. Yet when she stands in front of me having opened the door of her own free will, one glance and I must summon all my strength as I realize that I have truly come to her vulnerable. I come without any sign of my majesty or Kingship. I come without royal robes or scepter, and stand before my Bride, barefooted, clothed in a white robe, my head unadorned. Will she accept me like this, without a promise, without a sign, without a miracle? Does she believe? Does she know how much I loved her? Can she notice the tokens of love, (my wounds) the proof of my affection here in plain view, shining in the light of my glory? My heart tells me yes but my Humanity looks with averted eyes and hopes she will cross a new threshold tonight.
I wonder…why is it so difficult? Why do so many within my Bride find it hard to come near me? Why must I always stand at a distance, at arms length as though I am a stranger? I know the answer and the knowledge pains my heart and I am starting to bleed again but then the old wound is met by a kiss! She’s taken hold of my right hand and has kissed my wounded palm. Her gifts of devotion always surprise me. Each time she kisses my wounds and answers my suffering I am always surprised with the sweetest joy! Now I cannot help but smile as she kisses my hand repeatedly and then reaches for the other hand to cover it with tender soft kisses. Without hesitation she slips to the floor and kisses my feet, her lips covering my wounds. Her soft kisses and the press of my feet sinking into the carpet are a far different feel from the rough sharp stones on the path to Golgotha and I am thankful for the blessing Abba has given me. I nearly laugh for joy but Bride is weeping tears of gratitude.
For the first time I speak her name…
That was a real blessing to read!

I love it!!! Is there more??
oki..I have an idea...I don't really know where I'm going with this...but here goes: (this might get a little personal, but I feel like it's alright to post this..hope so..).
The Bride's Reply (and may God make me such a bride!)
"Whenever I think of You my heart melts. I have never seen You...but if You were to come, I would recognize You immediately. I already know You..for I am Yours Jesus and You are mine. If You were to come with no sign, I shall not ask for any, for the wounds You bear are enough...how precious is Your love for me, how sweet is the knowledge of it! I believe, Lord... I ask You to come near, to not be a stranger any longer...I know that many deny Your love..but I pray that I would not. I so wish that my devotion for You was more certain...that I could say, for sure, that no matter what I would love You...but You know my heart, and You know it is deceitful about all things. I feel like I could give my life for You, but if it came down to it, would I have the strength and the courage? Or would I deny You like Peter? I am so much weaker than Peter. I am so sorry that my love for You is uncertain and feeble, compared to Your great love...but I am holding on to it, and I will do so until You come.
I desire to see You so that as I behold Your beauty, love, and sacrifice, I shall be even more thankful...so that I could show You how much I adore You, and return Your love... would my worship really please You Lord? I am not Your greatest follower... If I kiss Your wounds, would You feel joy? That is what I want Jesus, because I know You have suffered so much...and it breaks my heart that I have caused You pain, and even with that knowledge contain to do so, day after day. Please forgive me!! But in that day when I will see You, the knowledge of my sin would only cause me to feel more gratitude. Then I shall give you truly extravagant worship...I long to do that Lord...I long to kiss Your hands, to sing to You, to make You smile. I want to praise You Jesus, now and always..Your name is so sweet to me, I could speak of You all day long. Would I dare to do all this? Or would I be too shy? Would I be able to speak at all? Even if all I would be able to do is look at You and admire Your loveliness, I know You would understand my heart.
And I know that even my love for You does not come from me...I say all these things by the Spirit of love that lives in me. That is how dependent I am on You, that on my own I am not even able to return Your love.
I love You because You have first loved me...because You have captivated me so, and showed me so much kindness, faithfulness, and grace. How beautiful You are, Lord!
How will it be...when I shall meet You face to face...
and You will look into me, into my very heart, which is now filled with so much darkness, uncertainty, fear, and pride...and You will see all of it, and know me even better than I know myself. And I will slowly raise my head to look into Your eyes, almost afraid to see..disapproval, disappointment, anger?
But see only perfect love looking back.
And at that moment, I shall be complete..fully transformed..I shall be Your beloved, dressed in pure white..perfect and full of grace and righteousness.
I love You Lord Jesus.
The Bride~"
haha...I meant all that I wrote, but I think the Bride turned into Monica in the last paragraph
God bless!