GRR again :(

[julez]

GRR i havent self harmed for at least 6/7 months....then someone takes the mick in biology and i didnt have scissors so i cut using my nails on my fingers it felt good tho because i havent done it for so long...i told my bf and he asked me to stop...i could tell it was hurting him....so i promised him i would stop....but i dont know how long i can keep that up....please help..i love him and i just wana make him happy...but i need to cut sometimes and its not helping!!

 

[Niamh]

You need to stop for yourself, not for him. Because if he goes, then you'll probably just start cutting again. However, maybe you could ask him for help. You know, maybe you could ring him when you feel like cutting, and talk about what is bothering you instead of cutting.

 

[FiRePrOoF_bUnNy]

You seriously need to pray hun! Have you done that yet? Forget running to the boy for support. The first person you should run to is God! He's the only one who will ALWAYS be there for you through everything.
I know you love Alex and by all means let him help you - ring him etc. But make sure you involve God. Ask him for strength. Thats all you need to do. God has this HUGE amount of strength and your allowed as much of it as you like! But theres one catch... you gotta ask for it! Step out in faith and ask god for the strength to stop cutting. Thats the only way out of this situation.