It has been a long time since I have made a post. Today I am so happy to say that for many years, I had been going through my own "dark night of the soul." But now, my tears are drying and I am beginning to see the light of the sun and the Son. I have been reading through the Bible, especially the Book of the Revelation, and every time I read it I repeated to myself, "It ends happily. It ends happily. According to the benediction at the end of the book, I must welcome in the coming of Christ, and the way to say that I have learned is 'alleluia.'" I have been going through my own Book of the Revelation. And it was horrible. It had to do with severe mental illness. After many hospitalizations, a lot of medicine and therapy, and with spiritual guidance, I have learned that there is such a thing as recovery from mental illness, and God's return. So, two things have been taken care of. I am less depressed and God is coming towards me.