Some of you read my post about the benzo w/drawal today. And you group of people got me to the doctor. Although, it did not go as well as planned, I am sure that because I have turned my life over to the Lord, it went the way it was supposed to. I will be weaning off of it at a quicker pace than most, but at least it won't be this bad again when they are finally gone. I am going to search fearlessly to decide whether I am an addict. I hope that you all will pray for me that God will uncover anything that needs to be accepted. I am so grateful that I found this sub-thread. What an amazing group! 