Well, today was my "last" day of therapy. I'm going on "maintenance". Which means if I need it she is there. Weird thing is i have huge abandoment issues (or atleast I used to) and it's weird but I'm not freaking out. I am ready to spread my wings and try this on my own. I never thought I would be able to say that. But here i am saying it. Praise God for the healing he has done in my life to bring me to this point. I've got a whole mess of coping skills. And i 've got my friends and family. I've got my church and pastor. I've got a support group at church which I'm hoping to attend once a month. I think this is doable. I can't believe i am typing this.