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[Endearing lil Influenza]

I've been coming here day after day for weeks weeks wanting to post something... but I don't feel worthy when I'm not posting any support.... and I think posting this is pointless....

but...


I want the pain to go away....

I'm such a horrible ugly person... all I ever do is sleep away the pain... I've been neglecting everything for months... my parents are getting sick and tired of me... I'm nothing but a burden to everybody...

I don't know what's happening to me... I never used to hate anyone or get angry... I know it's not normal to not experience any anger or hatered but that was me... what I used to be anyway... but now I'm starting to get angry and hate people

gosh if I were a cartoon I'd probably turn into a hateful evil villain... and in the end bring myself to a tragic demise


I don't want to live

 

[STARINELSON]

Depression is ugly and horrible; you aren't. You are a child of God who got caught in it's web. You are not the first and you will not be the last.

I know it's hard to see above the "mud and dirt" that seems to have you pinned under it. I've been there ... I know how hard it is. But, there is a light all around you, and it's Jesus. He will NOT let you go. Before you go to bed at night, read Psalm 91.... it tells you all about His protection. When you wake up in the morning... b4 you even get up; start singing HIS praises. You will probaby have to force yourself. But... remember He hears the praises of His children.Step by step, day by day.... you WILL get better. But.. you have to do your part...God's not gonna come kick you outta bed and pour a magic 'feel good' potion over you.
We're praying for you



God Bless,
Wanda

 

[Captain_Tripp]

i no what u mean.same here,sumtimes.but i no what u mean.*sits*if ya ever need 2 talk im right here 4 ya!^^*smiles*

 

[luv4godremains]

You're a beautiful child of God, if you think God is beautiful, then you should try to think of yourself as made in his image, because you are! I know you're not horrible, because you have helped me, so you can't be horrible if you have helped someone! You're not a burden to everyone, you are a blessing instead. I should imagine that your parents aren't getting sick and tired of you, just worried about you, because they love you.
God loves you and so do all of us. I'll be praying for you, I hope that God shows you who he sees in you.
God bless angel
many *hugs*
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