Going to check-in.....

[Proeliator]

Im gonna go check myself into the hospital this coming week. I barely leave the house the way it is now, and if I dont do something soon, Im gonna sink into an even deeper depression. Does anyone here not work, and feel like they are worthless because of it? Yet not have the motivation to be able to do anything about it? It all seems to be such a vicious cycle with me, i feel worthless so i get hopeless, and being hopeless makes me feel worthless, etc etc.....I cant stand the person I see in the mirror.

 

[Zita123]

Im gonna go check myself into the hospital this coming week. I barely leave the house the way it is now, and if I dont do something soon, Im gonna sink into an even deeper depression. Does anyone here not work, and feel like they are worthless because of it? Yet not have the motivation to be able to do anything about it? It all seems to be such a vicious cycle with me, i feel worthless so i get hopeless, and being hopeless makes me feel worthless, etc etc.....I cant stand the person I see in the mirror.

Yes, I have that feeling alot. The first time please go to the hospital They will decide if you really need to go into the hospital ( if your gonna hurt yourself )or not, But, Please do something, I am glad you at least wrote here.
Before it gets worse please call info line and get help or just go to the hospital.
I will be praying for you all the way. Please let me know how things work out.
GOD BLESS YOU!!
Zita123

 

[Zita123]

Im gonna go check myself into the hospital this coming week. I barely leave the house the way it is now, and if I dont do something soon, Im gonna sink into an even deeper depression. Does anyone here not work, and feel like they are worthless because of it? Yet not have the motivation to be able to do anything about it? It all seems to be such a vicious cycle with me, i feel worthless so i get hopeless, and being hopeless makes me feel worthless, etc etc.....I cant stand the person I see in the mirror.

Yes, I have that feeling alot. The first time please go to the hospital They will decide if you really need to go into the hospital ( if your gonna hurt yourself )or not, But, Please do something, I am glad you at least wrote here.
Before it gets worse please call info line and get help or just go to the hospital.
I will be praying for you all the way. Please let me know how things work out.
GOD BLESS YOU!!
Zita123

 

[Alive again]

Im gonna go check myself into the hospital this coming week. I barely leave the house the way it is now, and if I dont do something soon, Im gonna sink into an even deeper depression. Does anyone here not work, and feel like they are worthless because of it? Yet not have the motivation to be able to do anything about it? It all seems to be such a vicious cycle with me, i feel worthless so i get hopeless, and being hopeless makes me feel worthless, etc etc.....I cant stand the person I see in the mirror.

I can soo relate. Yes, do please call the hotline, your doc or go to the hospital.

I too am unable to work. I have been on disability for 12 years now. On my bad days I hate being a "LAzy slug on the government dole" and on my good days I feel like I should just get back to work and "quit taking advantage of the system". But when I honestly look at and assess my situation I know that right now I truly am not capable of routine work and stress and then I know I am truly thankful to have disabiblity when so many I know do not have it. Please know we do understand and have similiar feelings, but an honest look can help you get off break the cycle of hopelessness. Please make the call and get the help you need right now. My prayers are with you!

 

[Alive again]

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[Daysoni]

Depression is tough. Your taking a big step by checking in to the hospital. The first step is usually the biggest and sometimes the hardest. While in there the doctors can determin what is causing your depression and get you on the right medication. Take the time that your in there to reflect and relax. Keep God at the center and you can't do wrong. Your in my prayers.

 

[Proeliator]

*will be leaving thursday*

 

[Daysoni]

It's the first step and the biggest. I will keep you in my prayers. Remember your not going alone God is with you.

 

[wonderwaleye]

*will be leaving thursday*

Dear Shadrach_

I sure hope that Thursday will not be to late!




My heart is with you! The last time I was in I felt great relief when the door was locked. That was also the start of getting the right meds. But it takes awhile to get things as they should be.



Just keep GOD on your mind and that GODS WORD says: " YOU SHALL NOT TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE "




That is the very thing that sustained me while in clinical depression. Because I had it all planned down to the last detail.




The pain seemed unbearable!!!



When they told me to lock away all the guns I couldn't even look or touch the gun I planned to use. I picked it up with a towell and handed it to my wife. I cannot begin to describe my feeling at that time.



Since then life has been good and I have a real LOVE for ya'lllllllllll.



ALWAYS REMEMBER:



XEven though you can't see Him, GOD is there!O
( click on the X and move to the O ) ( then feel who is around you )

 

[Yusuphhai]

Hi shadrach

In fact you are not worthless and hopeless.At least you can teach ESL to foreigners or do some homework.And when you are healed, you can do much more thing. In Depression cases,much of we thinking is not the truth, but the lie of Satan. I would pray for you. This forum is home of us BP patients.

 

[AngelRider]

shadrach good nick! Now once you are out of that fiery furnace some hospitals are you can let us know how you are doing ..... I understand that depression too and I am glad you are getting help...

your sis in Jesus
AngelRider