We are taught that God is love, and my heart confirms it, but something troubles me about the notion.
If evil lies at one end of a spectrum, and love at the other, it doesn't seem balanced to me that God inhabits only one end.
I'm finding this harder to express than I thought I would. I realise I could be attacked for drawing upon subjective speculation, but it seems to me that everything, even evil, flows from God. It also strikes me that God loves balance, and has made it a law of nature in physics and the way gases behave and such.
Thus it makes much more sense to me that God should be neutral, and have a capacity for hatred as much as love. But I don't believe this for one minute.
I wonder about God, and how He decided that love was best. Did He move to the love end of the spectrum without any experimenting with evil? Did God allow evil existence in the fallen angels and on Earth, because this dark side of nature had to be expressed in some manner other than the Godhead?
I have no problem with evil and suffering existing on Earth. It highlights the superiority of love and compassion, and it compels us out of a lethargy that might otherwise be soul destroying.
But evil existed before creation, if only as a bubble of possibility in the mind and thoughts of God. I would be very interested in hearing of other people's opinion, especially if it is their own thoughts, and perhaps the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, rather than the hollow clanging of various quotations.
If evil lies at one end of a spectrum, and love at the other, it doesn't seem balanced to me that God inhabits only one end.
I'm finding this harder to express than I thought I would. I realise I could be attacked for drawing upon subjective speculation, but it seems to me that everything, even evil, flows from God. It also strikes me that God loves balance, and has made it a law of nature in physics and the way gases behave and such.
Thus it makes much more sense to me that God should be neutral, and have a capacity for hatred as much as love. But I don't believe this for one minute.
I wonder about God, and how He decided that love was best. Did He move to the love end of the spectrum without any experimenting with evil? Did God allow evil existence in the fallen angels and on Earth, because this dark side of nature had to be expressed in some manner other than the Godhead?
I have no problem with evil and suffering existing on Earth. It highlights the superiority of love and compassion, and it compels us out of a lethargy that might otherwise be soul destroying.
But evil existed before creation, if only as a bubble of possibility in the mind and thoughts of God. I would be very interested in hearing of other people's opinion, especially if it is their own thoughts, and perhaps the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, rather than the hollow clanging of various quotations.