Of course you're still beautiful! Remember, Luin, we are made in the image and likeness of God. God made plants, and declared them good; He made animals, and declared them good; He made us, and declared us "VERY good"! And you, Luin, the woman is the pinnacle of creation, the most beautiful of all of God's creations! He made light, then the sky, then the sea, then plants, animals, man, and woman. Upon first seeing Eve, Adam is instantly astounded by her beauty, "Bone of my bone! Flesh of my flesh!". Upon seeing Adam, Eve says, well, nothing. We men just aren't that impressive, compared to women.
Luin, God's beauty shines through you in all of your posts. It doesn't matter what happened to you, what really matters is how well you're handling it, the astounding amount of faith your putting in God, despite the evils done to you! God truly does care about you, and you're letting him love you--that's more than I could say a few years ago, without any trauma!
I'm so happy for you, for finding God's love whenever you need it most. I'm praying for you, that He may show His love to you always, through videos, through Caleb, through family, friends, strangers on the Internet that use a cat on a war horse as a profile picture; whatever His method may be, I guarentee you that He'll show His love when search for it (and even when you don't).
Luke 7:50
Stay beautiful, Luin.
