What is it? I feel like I have lost my grasp on what love is. Without it I might as well be dead, hence my struggles. I know I can only find the love I seek from God, and I know I need it. But I am really struggling, if not rebelling against seeking something I don't know.

I wanted to post here because the deeper fellowship is what I live for. Without it I feel dead, It's His love that makes that deep fellowship right? I just want more if Him.
I just need

I wanted to post here because the deeper fellowship is what I live for. Without it I feel dead, It's His love that makes that deep fellowship right? I just want more if Him.
I just need
