Much has happened, that many would find difficult to understand, my life is fairly unusual, and at the same time, very normal.
Lately for example, the Lord spoke to me, and the following happened: (An example of God's mercy for me) ...
One day I'm at Walmart, it's packed, wall to wall people. I never liked crowds.
I whispered to the Lord "Lord look at all these people, get me out of here".
The Lord spoke to me 'I'm going to make you comfortable with people"... I laughed, he has such a sense of humor, even when He is serious, you just know there is laughter in His heart...
So, I said "How Comfortable".
I figured Fine, God works slow, so in 10 or 20 years He will finish this promise, in me. 3-4 weeks later, I was in the same store, He said "Do you notice any difference". I said "Yes I would like to talk to all these people about Jesus".
He is amazing, so kind, and merciful. There is no other savior like Him...
So basically, I now live a life of "Resting from my own works" as seen in Hebrews CH 4...
The way this started was 12 years ago, I had no power to place myself into this rest. But one day as I sat at the kitchen table, the Lord shows up, and speaks with me.
Asking me, "why do you believe, what you believe, and who taught you?" I answered
Then He said... "I am the farmer, you are the land, I am the Shepherd, you are the sheep, I am the vine dresser, you are the vine.
It is NOT your job to change yourself, that is MY job." "When I want to change something in you, I will bring it to your attention, you just agree with me."
And I knew after He met with me in the kitchen, I was just to REST and wait for Him to bring these things to my attention, and then agree with Him, and He would change me. Also, if He asked me any questions, I was to stand naked before Him, no phony pretense, just BLUNT honesty, no sugar coating my answers to make it sound better. This was based upon His love for me, and my trust in Him. (IF you don't have those, you CANNOT be blunt, and honest as He requires....
At least that is How He has instructed me.). As the scriptures say: "But you have not so learned Christ, if indeed you have heard Him and have been taught by Him"
So, what do I say about all this, what is my conclusion?
Why is it always the spoken word, that sees to free me? I read the scriptures, and it NEVER does this for me. Have we put Jesus second in place to the bible?
Anyone can read the bible, quote verses, and preach sermons.
We have had all these infinitum, and there is no power in any of it.
Just habitual, religious expression, not much different than what we saw in the Pharisees and Sadducees.
What do I propose:
A simple life, of trust, faith, and fellowship with Jesus. Being taught by none other than Him (I have gotten rid of all my Christian books), I only read the scriptures and trust in Him, this is not done on a whim, but by STRONG inner conviction.
Being led on the inside by His Spirit, and learning of Him. If He has not taught you, you are not His.
You want to really spread the gospel, and share the good news?
Then tell people how Jesus impacted you, and changed you TODAY.
How He fellowships with you daily, and how you Love and TRUST in HIS work.
I can give you many personal examples of Him working in my life, making changes in me, and what do I do?
I REST in HIM....Living the life, that the book of Hebrews talks about. "Endeavor therefore to enter into this rest, and stop your own workings" (My paraphrase).
OK, just ponder as I share with you. These things are for me, but may also pertain to you. Ask Him if that is so.
Lately for example, the Lord spoke to me, and the following happened: (An example of God's mercy for me) ...
One day I'm at Walmart, it's packed, wall to wall people. I never liked crowds.
I whispered to the Lord "Lord look at all these people, get me out of here".
The Lord spoke to me 'I'm going to make you comfortable with people"... I laughed, he has such a sense of humor, even when He is serious, you just know there is laughter in His heart...
So, I said "How Comfortable".
I figured Fine, God works slow, so in 10 or 20 years He will finish this promise, in me. 3-4 weeks later, I was in the same store, He said "Do you notice any difference". I said "Yes I would like to talk to all these people about Jesus".
He is amazing, so kind, and merciful. There is no other savior like Him...
So basically, I now live a life of "Resting from my own works" as seen in Hebrews CH 4...
The way this started was 12 years ago, I had no power to place myself into this rest. But one day as I sat at the kitchen table, the Lord shows up, and speaks with me.
Asking me, "why do you believe, what you believe, and who taught you?" I answered
Then He said... "I am the farmer, you are the land, I am the Shepherd, you are the sheep, I am the vine dresser, you are the vine.
It is NOT your job to change yourself, that is MY job." "When I want to change something in you, I will bring it to your attention, you just agree with me."
And I knew after He met with me in the kitchen, I was just to REST and wait for Him to bring these things to my attention, and then agree with Him, and He would change me. Also, if He asked me any questions, I was to stand naked before Him, no phony pretense, just BLUNT honesty, no sugar coating my answers to make it sound better. This was based upon His love for me, and my trust in Him. (IF you don't have those, you CANNOT be blunt, and honest as He requires....
At least that is How He has instructed me.). As the scriptures say: "But you have not so learned Christ, if indeed you have heard Him and have been taught by Him"
So, what do I say about all this, what is my conclusion?
Why is it always the spoken word, that sees to free me? I read the scriptures, and it NEVER does this for me. Have we put Jesus second in place to the bible?
Anyone can read the bible, quote verses, and preach sermons.
We have had all these infinitum, and there is no power in any of it.
Just habitual, religious expression, not much different than what we saw in the Pharisees and Sadducees.
What do I propose:
A simple life, of trust, faith, and fellowship with Jesus. Being taught by none other than Him (I have gotten rid of all my Christian books), I only read the scriptures and trust in Him, this is not done on a whim, but by STRONG inner conviction.
Being led on the inside by His Spirit, and learning of Him. If He has not taught you, you are not His.
You want to really spread the gospel, and share the good news?
Then tell people how Jesus impacted you, and changed you TODAY.
How He fellowships with you daily, and how you Love and TRUST in HIS work.
I can give you many personal examples of Him working in my life, making changes in me, and what do I do?
I REST in HIM....Living the life, that the book of Hebrews talks about. "Endeavor therefore to enter into this rest, and stop your own workings" (My paraphrase).
OK, just ponder as I share with you. These things are for me, but may also pertain to you. Ask Him if that is so.