- Feb 2, 2017
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- Messianic
- Marital Status
- Divorced
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- US-Libertarian
I was raised Christian and have been baptized and have had a strange journey. I have ASD (autism spectrum disorder) and have dabbled in Eclectic Witchdom and have searched and searched for "my" power. I used drugs, sex, and so much unholiness that I am surprised I am still alive.
Stupid. satan fooled me. satan fools so many it hurts. But God has saved me time and time again. I was suicidal in my two years of Eclectic Witchdom. I had fictitious characters controlling me and I believe this to be satan's deception. But God and Jesus showed me that God's love is real and thriving even when I don't see it. Every now and then I feel depressed, but I know God can heal that depression. His agape (unconditional love) is what truly brings me the deepest Joy.
I'm crying tears of joy right now just saying that.
I hope anyone reading this has a blessed day
Stupid. satan fooled me. satan fools so many it hurts. But God has saved me time and time again. I was suicidal in my two years of Eclectic Witchdom. I had fictitious characters controlling me and I believe this to be satan's deception. But God and Jesus showed me that God's love is real and thriving even when I don't see it. Every now and then I feel depressed, but I know God can heal that depression. His agape (unconditional love) is what truly brings me the deepest Joy.
I'm crying tears of joy right now just saying that.
I hope anyone reading this has a blessed day
